Upon my life, Upon my soul..

My Graduation Ceremony

2008-11-27T20:25:00.004+08:00

Finally I completed my bachelor on first class honour Instrumentation Electronics Engineering on dated 24 November 2008.

I dedicated this success to my lovely parents especially my late father and my beloved kids who inspired me to end the point I have started. Danke shoon..

For Abah, this success is for you as your wishes to see all the kids at least to have their bachelor honours. Amin

me and siew gren

me n nuyume, nuyu, udin n tokmi us

Madagascar 2: Escape To Africa

2008-11-17T22:58:00.002+08:00

last Friday we went for Madagascar 2 on cinema.. guess what, I sleep all after it started 15 minutes time.. huh

Chris Daughtry - What About Now

2008-11-17T21:35:00.006+08:00

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

..boring..

2008-11-15T21:06:00.002+08:00

I don't know what happened to me, but I am being very lazy and no mood.
But for sure, it influenced by specific factors... Pity to the kids..
Wish this will end.

Miss Independent by Ne-Yo

2008-11-14T18:33:00.004+08:00

** love this song..

yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah oh

feel you,feel you,feel you.

ooh its something about
just somethin about the way she move
i cant figure it out
there's somethin about her

said ooh its somethin about
kinda woman that want you but dont need you
hey i cant figure it out
there's something about her

cause she walk like a boss
talk like a boss
manicured nails to set the pedicure off
shes fly effortlessly

and she move like a boss
do what a boss do
she got me thinkin about getting involved
thats the kinda girl i need oh

she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
wont you come and spend a little time

she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
ooh the way we shine
miss independent

ooh there's somethin about
kinda woman that can do for herself
i look at her and it makes me proud
theres somethin about her

theres somethin oh so sexy about
kinda woman that dont even need my help
she said she got it she got it no doubt
there's something about her

cause she work like a boss play like a boss
car and a crib she bout to pay em both off
and her bills are paid on time

she made for a boss a soothy boss
anything less she tellin them to get lost
thats the girl thats on my mind

she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
wont you come and spend a little time

she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
ooh the way we shine
miss independent yeah

mmm her favorite thing to say
dont worry i got it
mmm and everything she got
best believe she bought it

mmm she goin steal my heart
aint no doubt about it
girl you're everything i need
said you're everything i need

yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah oh

she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
wont you come and spend a little time

she got her own thing
thats why i love her
miss independent
ooh the way we shine
miss independent yeah

miss independent
thats why i love her

1am

2008-11-11T03:29:00.002+08:00

uuwwrrgghhhh... woke up at 1am

Since yesterday morning I was busy in the office, I went to bed very early.. 8.50pm!!! Towards that I am awake at 1am..
Sitting in the living hall and watching tv, then play with the little Gingko, do some cleaning in the kitchen and now net on bed..
I am not planning to sleep again.. I think so. Want to continue reading and prepare breakfast then.

Feel hungry but I don't want to eat.. I am putting on weight now since my appetite is very good. I called this as 'after exam symptom..' huuuhhhhh
I need to work out reduce my weight again, or else I have to buy new clothes. And I don't want!!

Mmm.. what else??? better off the laptop and continue reading..
Wishing tomorrow is better than today.. AMIN

Warming-Up

2008-11-09T19:24:00.005+08:00

errkk.. lamanya blog ni bersawang..

Actually, I was remind by my friend about to update the blog. But I am too lazy to write, I prefer to be a silent reader.

About work, I am on the track to manage few projects which I planned. I will do my best part to get a job satisfaction.
For November, my schedule is full with some agenda. I tried to plan as well to make it manageable.
Nowadays, there are someone who always provoke me in the office. I knew the intentions is just want to see my action. I just take it easy.. I felt weird, why this people act that way.. hurmm (sort of negative thinking people)

Kids story, nothing much. They are still the same, growing up and enjoy their life.

Few days ago, I was notice that Nuyu sang a 'dangdut' song.. was so cute and I love to heard it even I don't like 'dangdut'..hahaha
Ni semua, influenced dari program Tom Tom Bak hosted by Uncle Aznil la ni..

I started plan my future development since I finished my studied. I am getting hunger of achievement from time to time. Thinkin to take some profesional certificate for future..

This writing is look so boring, I realize that I need to gear up my blogging skill now. Mmmm..

:-)

2008-10-18T22:40:00.002+08:00

I finished my exam today.. no more pending assignments.. no more pending payments.. And now I feel free..
Alhamdulillah..

lazy..

2008-09-10T10:54:00.002+08:00

nowdays i jadi pemalas nak kerja.. kenapa ye???
today's in the office 10092008: 1057am while waiting the supplier..

Ramadan

2008-08-31T23:14:00.003+08:00

Ramadan menjelma kembali..selamat menunaikan ibadat puasa di bulan Ramadan

bla..bla..

2008-08-26T16:03:00.004+08:00

This week seems too short for me.. 3 days in the office and start on Tuesday to Friday I will attending a project management course. At first my intention to attend the training just to fulfill of services target but towards end of today I felt that I need to commit to some project and activity which left to the HOD.

Mmmm I am still thinking to attend the training or not..

Yesterday I was mad to both of my kids. I gave them a cane and really angry.. I need to do something for our goods.. Lets think.

I am sick

2008-08-07T18:00:00.002+08:00

Today I am on leave due to caught by fever. I need a rest....

Frust..

2008-08-05T05:33:00.003+08:00

This morning I woke up with frustrated feeling..
To know why, last Sunday my department have to handle a monthly assembly in the institute. I was given a part to introduce my new unit as a morning talk.
Since I am too busy, I have not enough preparation and give such as a very simple..but too simple presentation without elaborate the real contents. I really spoil the chance to clear the people what actually my unit role and activities.. If I can turn the time back, I would give all out presentation and do the best.
This happened because I am too disappointed to one of my 'boss', am not sure if he really my boss. On paper he is one of my direct boss, but in reality he is 'null'. Now days, he is too 'busy' to know my job and what I am doing. Its not wrong to know what your subordinate doing but he suppose to supervise me in any part that he should.. hah
Currently, I am managing, planning and doing my job alone. I like my job now even its tiring me, but when it comes to the involvement of this fellow make me mad. Last 3 weeks I just knew that he nominated his name to study tour of my unit. At first I just ignore to assume 'bukan rezeki', but when people keep on asking, why my name is not listed.. I started thinking.. why its not me??
Lately, the 'boss' like to 'menyibuk' with activities I planned. And the most part I HATE when he is acting as a bridge/feeder/amplifier to the director of my activities. He act as a messenger to the big boss and its look that he knows everything..hah
Unthoughtful on last month, during my meeting at HQ i read one meeting minutes that he reported on behalf of my unit a with wrong information. When I came back from that meeting he informed that he get the data on my shared folder in the institute..
And now I am trying to get rid from those people who want to take advantages on me. Am tired to be a dummy.. :(

Finally..

2008-07-13T00:50:00.002+08:00

Today I have presented my Final Project. Feel so happy to complete my job..
And there are a long journey to go..
Tomorrow I will go to Malacca for WIM Development for Networking course and there are few things pending job on my hand now:

Students Employability Report
Re-schedule Courtesy Visits and Luncheon Talk Activity
June 2008 CESS Monthly Report
Courtesy Visit Report - Fuji Electric

.. ermmmm
Am I in trouble??

huh.. additional of my final project documentations:

Log book update
Thesis
Final Project CD Compilation..

lets see how I manage to settle it then.

Silent Mode

2008-06-15T21:28:00.002+08:00

I will be in silent mode since my final project is not complete yet.

Latest info about me:

I have been transfered to new unit which called Community Employment Support Service last 2 month. The job scope covered dealing with the industries and I always out from the office..
I started progressing my final project....
2 of my kitten were died, my lovely Richie was hit by a bike and we found his body infront of the house.. My lovely Kopi just died last Thursday caused by virus attacked.. He just stand for 48 hours.. so sad.. And now we only have GingKo..

Hope after I finish my study it become a normal life again... Amin

Mother's day..

2008-05-22T01:48:00.002+08:00

a gift..
nuyu touched the snake..eeeee
acting in Manhattan Fish Market
me n nuyu

Family Day in Terengganu

2008-05-22T01:44:00.001+08:00

COS Review

2008-03-16T23:22:00.002+08:00

Now I am in Akademi Audit Negara for COS review until 18 March 2008. Luckily my mom accompany me here and the job should be complete for one and a half day from now.

I started from home after zohor at about 3.15pm directed to Seremban to fetch my mom and towards to Sepang.

... zZzzzzz time, start working for tomorrow..

tschuess

Udin's Birthday

2008-03-08T23:33:00.002+08:00

Udin turns 9 years!!!! tokmi blanja kat Prime City..the presents..naughty faces..birthday's cakea cup of tokmi coffee

song on air..

2008-02-10T05:38:00.000+08:00

my present favorite song..

Apologize-Timbaland

eh eh eh
eh eh eh
I'm holdin on your rope
got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but
I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
-then you go and cut me down
But wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
eh eh eh
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
eh eh eh
oh yeahhh, ooohh
eh eh eh

I'd take another chance, take a fall,
take a shot for you ooohhh
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But that's nothing new yaaeeahh
I loved you with a fire read

Now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
eh eh eh
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
eh eh eh
ooohh
eh eh eh
eh eh eh

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
eh eh eh
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
eh eh eh ooohhh
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
eyyyeeeaaahhh
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
eyyyeeeaaahhh

I'm holdin on your rope
Got me ten feet ooofff the ground

CNY activities

2008-02-10T04:48:00.000+08:00

mmmm.. too long to be silent. New year come and so many planns in my mind. Wishing that what i planned to be success and would be adjust this and that based on the conditions.

Now,I am working on my final project development of OPNET IT Guru Academic Edition since I decided to complete my bachelor project specific to networking basics. I tried a few times to load the modular but still not working.. I really need the expert to assist me.

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These few days of CNY holiday I just stayed at home with the kids with normal activity and I noticed I am frequent dine outside for tosei and chapati.. seems the syndrom of nasi kandar attacked..hahaha

Lately I am not in a good mood caused by so many incident happened and I felt so TIRED.. pray to ALLAH that I will tough to face all the beyond expectation. My priority is my bachelor and complete it sucessfully.. AMINN.

So, my plan for this morning.. wake up my 2 angles and drive to see PakBob. I am not very sure bout this plann but I really mean to do it. Since PakBob is stationed in Perak for his project, why not take this opportunity to see him and let the kids spend the time with their PakBob.

I am not satisfied with my final project progress.. hah
By the way I want to share an article of 'Sifat Khianat':
(text khutbah by- Kementerian Hal Ehwal Ugama The Government of Brunei Darussalam)

Setiap orang yang hidup di dunia ini mempunyai tanggungjawab masing-masing yang menjadikan amanah untuk dilaksanakan, sebagaimana sabda Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam dalam hadith baginda:-

Maksudnya: Dari Abdullah bin Umar Radiallahu-Anhuma berkata : Aku mendengar Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam bersabda : Kamu sekalian adalah pemimpin dan kamu sekalian akan diminta bertanggungjawab tentang apa yang kamu pimpin. (Riwayat Al-Imam Al-Bukhari)

Amanah adalah merupakan segala hak yang dipertanggungjawabkan ke atas seseorang, baik hak itu terhadap Allah Subhanahu Wataala seperti mentaati perintahnya dan menjauhi larangannya, mengerjakan ibadat, berbuat amal salih dan sebagainya. Ataupun hak terhadap sesama manusia seperti menepati janji, berlaku jujur, berbaik sangka, menunaikan tanggungjawab sebagai seorang suami atau isteri dan sebagainya. Agama Islam telah memerintahkan umatnya supaya melaksanakan amanah itu dengan jujur dan sempurna.

Oleh yang demikian adalah menjadi kewajipan ke atas kita melaksanakan amanah yang dipertanggungjawabkan kerana jika sekiranya kita ingkar dan tidak menunaikannya, maka ini bererti kita telah melakukan khianat dan khianat itu merupakan salah satu daripada tanda orang munafik.

Khianat ialah seseorang yang telah diberi kepercayaan kepadanya oleh orang lain tetapi ia tidak mematuhi dan menunaikan amanah yang dipercayakan kepadanya. Sebagaimana contoh, seorang suami telah diamanahkan oleh agama supaya memberi nafkah kepada isteri dan anak-anaknya tetapi tidak menunaikannya bahkan mengabaikannya, maka dalam hal ini ia telah melakukan khianat.

Jika diberi amanah memilih pekerja ia akan memilih dari kalangan ahli keluarganya walaupun ada orang yang lebih layak memenuhi syarat-syarat yang ditentukan untuk menjawat jawatan tersebut, begitu juga halnya dengan orang yang mungkir janji, berdusta, menipu, mendedahkan rahsia orang lain, maka semua contoh yang disebutkan tadi dinamakan sebagai perbuatan khianat.
Terdapat banyak hadith Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam yang menyebut tentang perbuatan khianat, antaranya ialah sabda Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam:-

Maksudnya: Dari Ibnu Abbas Radiallahu-Anhuma ia berkata, Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam bersabda : Barangsiapa mengambil seseorang untuk bekerja di sebuah jabatan kerana ada hubungan kekeluargaan, padahal ada orang lain yang lebih disukai oleh Allah daripadanya, maka sesungguhnya ia telah berlaku khianat kepada Allah dan Rasulnya dan kepada orang mukmin. (Riwayat Al-Imam Al-Hakim)

Khianat adalah merupakan perbuatan buruk dan keji dan termasuk dalam golongan dosa besar, ianya bukan sahaja boleh menimbulkan permusuhan, tetapi juga boleh merosakkan agama. Perbuatan khianat itu adalah perbuatan orang-orang munafik. Sebagaimana sabda Rasulullah Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam :-

Maksudnya: Dari Abi Hurairah Radiallahu-Anhu : Dari Nabi Sallallahu Alaihi Wasallam bersabda : Tanda orang munafik itu ada tiga perkara iaitu jika ia berbicara sentiasa berdusta, dan apabila berjanji sentiasa mungkir janji, dan apabila diberi kepercayaan ia mengkhianatinya. (Riwayat Al-Imam Al-Bukhari)

Ketahuilah bahawa seseorang yang benar-benar mengaku dirinya sebagai orang Islam tidak akan sanggup berlaku khianat terhadap agamanya seperti menyebarkan ajaran-ajaran yang bertentangan dengan ajaran Islam dan tidak akan menyelewengkan akidah dirinya dan saudara-saudara Islamnya yang lain. Dan mereka juga tidak akan mengkhianati negaranya dengan melakukan perbuatan-perbuatan yang bertentangan dengan ajaran agama Islam seperti melakukan rasuah, mengedar wang palsu, menyalahgunakan kuasa dan membocorkan rahsia yang diamanahkan kepadanya. Kerana perbuatan-perbuatan tersebut adalah amat merbahaya dan boleh mengancam keselamatan sesebuah negara, dan boleh menimbulkan kekacauan, dan huru-hara, meruntuhkan kestabilan ekonomi dan melumpuhkan pembangunan negara dan seterusnya menghancurkan negara.

Perlu juga diingat, seorang pemimpin atau ketua yang telah diberi kepercayaan untuk memimpin, baik negeri, jabatan atau sebarang organisasi dan kumpulan, hendaklah melaksanakan amanah yang dipertanggungjawabkan dengan sempurna dan berpegang dengan firman Allah Subhanahu Wataala dalam surah An-Nisaa, ayat 58:-
Tafsirnya:
Sesungguhnya Allah menyuruh kamu supaya menyerahkan segala jenis amanah kepada ahlinya yang berhak menerimanya dan apabila kamu menjalankan hukum di antara manusia, (Allah menyuruh) kamu menghukum dengan adil. Sesungguhnya Allah dengan suruhannya itu memberi pengajaran yang sebaik-baiknya kepada kamu. Sesungguhnya Allah sentiasa mendengar lagi sentiasa melihat.

Yang demikian itu adalah menjadi kewajipan seorang pemimpin. Manakala orang yang dipimpin pula, hendaklah taat dan patuh terhadap arahan dan peraturan selagi tidak bercanggah dengan lunas-lunas Islam kerana dengan berbuat demikian sahajalah boleh menghasilkan kejayaan dan keuntungan, baik kepada individu, kumpulan atau kepada jabatan dan seterusnya negara.

Khianat atau pecah amanah adalah suatu perbuatan yang amat merbahaya dan berdosa yang mesti dijauhi. Ingatlah bahawa kehidupan di dunia ini hanyalah sementara, semua yang kita miliki hanyalah pinjaman dan tidak kekal, dan ianya merupakan ujian dari Allah Subhanahu Wataala. Oleh itu tunaikanlah amanah-amanah yang telah dipertanggungjawabkan dengan sebaik-baiknya, mudah-mudahan kita akan selamat di dunia dan di akhirat.

Firman Allah Subhanahu Wataala dalam surah Al-Anfaal, ayat 27:-
Tafsirnya: Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Janganlah kamu mengkhianati amanah Allah dan Rasulnya, dan janganlah kamu mengkhianati amanah-amanah kamu, sedang kamu mengetahui salahnya.

CJ7

2008-02-08T08:00:00.000+08:00

we went for the CJ7 movie as CNY opening.. Synopsis: A comedy about a poor laborer father (played by Stephen Chow) and his young son. When a fascinating and strange new pet enters their lives, they learn a poignant lesson about the true nature of family and the things money can't buy.

Director: Stephen Chow
Writer(s): Stephen Chow
Cast: Stephen Chow, Kitty Zhang Yuqi

then, having Asam Laksa (at Laksa Shack.. for me) and KFC combos(for the kids) meal..
little shopping and,

End of the day...zzzZZZZzzz..

my wish..

2008-01-18T21:25:00.000+08:00

i am really crazy for this, and wish will have it one this year.. AMIN

since the cheapest one is this model, i don't mind to have it one..

VAIO® TZ Series Notebook

Intel® Core™ 2 Duo Processor U7500

(1.06GHz, 2MB L2 cache)

Genuine Windows Vista® Business

Series Features: 11.1" LCD with XBRITE-HiColor™, Sprint® Mobile Broadband Wireless WAN, built-in 1.3M camera, Bluetooth®, fingerprint sensor.

me n nuyu

2008-01-13T09:19:00.000+08:00

last nite before went fall asleep Nuyu ask me for yuran keceriaan kelas and sijil kelahiran.. so, lepas i bagi dia sijil kelahiran @ surat beranak tu she ask me a few questions:

Nuyu: Mi, umur mami 24 tahun yer..

Me : Ha..masa nuyu lahir mami 24 tahun la..

Nuyu : Kalau umur 29 tahun tu muda ke tua?..

Me : Ok la..kira muda lagi..

Nuyu : Ooohhh.. Kalau umur 30 tahun?..

Me : Lebih kurang mami la..

Nuyu : 50 tahun? muda ke tua?..

Me : ..dah tua la..macam tok mi..

Nuyu : Mana ada tua.. muka tokmi tak kronyok² pun..muda lagi la tu..

Me : ok..

Nuyu : kalau 90 tahun?..

Me : ..aaahhh, tu lagi la tua..bongkok dah masa tu.. eheheeh

I pon sms kat tok mi bgtau nuyu kata mcmtu.. then tokmi reply:

toKmi : hahaha! awak dah kena dengan nurul.. Anak awak tu cerdik tau.. Ckp dengan diaorang, jarang orang sampai umur 90 tahun. Sebab tu mesti sembahyang, sebab umur nabi pun sampai 63 tahun aje..

Finally, nuyu cakap i ni suka report kat tokmi dia.. anyway, macamtu la bebudak ni suka bertanya itu ini dgn apa yang dia lihat dan baca...

* agaknya takat umur i berapa yer??

Suami cemerlang keluarga gemilang

2008-01-06T16:37:00.000+08:00

Pasang niat dan berdoa untuk menjadi suami terbaik. Tanpa berniat dan berdoa anda tidak mungkin jadi suami yang cemerlang. Ramai suami terlupa.
Bersyukur kerana mempunyai pasangan hidup. Yakinlah bahawa isteri anda adalah pasangan terbaik yang Tuhan tentukan untuk anda. Ketentuan Tuhan adalah yang terbaik.
Suami mithali menjadi kebanggaan isteri. Pastikan anda membentuk sifat positif dan istimewa. Cuba tanya diri apakah sifat atau amalan yang boleh dibanggakan oleh isteri anda.
Setiap hari pulang dengan senyum dan bersemangat. Apabila suami tersenyum,isteri dan anak-anak akan bahagia dan rahmat Tuhan akan turun. Senyumlah apabila sampai ke rumah.
Pastikan anda ada masa untuk berbual dengan isteri setiap hari. Semua isteri bahagia apabila dapat berbual dengan suami. Berapa minit yang anda luangkan unutk berbual dengan isteri setiap hari ?
Telefon isteri ataupun hantar SMS sekadar untuk menyatakan yang anda saying ataupun rindu pada isteri. Isteri anda akan berasa seronok dan bahagia apabila mendapat panggilan ataupun mesej tersebut.
Hiburkan hati isteri anda dengan bercerita, buat lawak atau gurauan yang mesra. Setiap gurauan mengubat hati isteri dan mengeratkan hubungan suami isteri.
Pastikan anda bergurau senda dengan isteri di dalam kenderaan semasa dalam perjalanan ke tempat kerja ataupun ke mana sahaja. Ramai suami membazir masa dengan membisu semasa di dalam kenderaan.
Amalkan makan bersama setiap hari. Berbual mesra dan nasihat menasihati semasa makan. Amalan ini akan menarik hidayat Tuhan dan mengeratkan hubungan. Elakan berbual perkara yang melalaikan semasa makan.
Ajak isteri mandi bersama sekali sekala. Bergurau senda semasa mandi bersama adalah sunah yang dapat mengeratkan hubungan suami isteri.
Bantu isteri melakukan kerja rumah. Ini adalah sunah yang dapat meringankan beban isteri, mengeratkan kasih sayang dan menbahagiakan pasangan anda.
Amalkan mesyuarat keluarga sekerap yang mungkin. Amalan bermesyuarat menarik hidayat Tuhan,mengeratkan hubungan dan menyelesaikan banyak masalah.
Pastikan penampilan anda anggun, kemas, bersih, wangi, sihat dan ceria. Ramai suami inginkan isteri yang mengancam, tetapi mengabaikan penampilan diri sendiri. Mana adil ?
Didik isteri dengan memberi nasihat dan perigatan secara hikmah. Jadikan tindakan dan amalan anda sebagai contoh teladan yang cemerlang. Elakan cakap tak serupa bikin
Berikan nafkah kepada isteri mengikut keperluan keluarga dan kemampuan suami. Ramai suami mengabaikan nafkah kerana isteri bekerja. Ramai suami yang kedekut dan berkira. Ini menyebabkan isteri derita dan rumah tangga terancam.
Jadikan penawar hati kepada isteri. Ambil berat keperluan dan kemahuan dan peka kepada emosi dan situasi isteri. Isteri yang bahagia membentuk keluarga sejahtera
Sentiasa taat kepada semua perintah Tuhan dan memastikan keluarga juga patuh kepada Tuhan.
Suami mithali sentiasa menyimpan rahsia isteri. Ramai suami secara sengaja ataupun tidak sengaja menceritakan keburukan isteri kepada orang lain. Ini wajib dihentikan.
Muliakan keluarga isteri seperti keluarga sendiri. Ada suami yang menbeza-bezakan antara keluarganya dan keluarga isteri. Ada suami yang memusuhi keluarga isteri. Anda bagaimana ?
Bentuk sifat cemburu yang positif. Cemburu tanda beriman, sayang dan endah. Suami yang tidak cemburu adalah dayus. Isteri amat suka apabila suaminya ada sifat cemburu. Dia rasa dihargai.
Jadilah suami yang pemaaf. Syurga isteri di bawah tapak kaki suami. Maafkanlah isteri setiap malam sebelum tidur supaya rumah tangga bahagia dan isteri mudah masuk syurga.
Tegur kesilapan isteri dengan hikmah dan kasih sayang. Isteri merajuk bukan sebab ditegur, tetapi cara ditegur yang kasar. Apabila suami kasar, isteri jadi takut, bingung, hiba dan memberontak
Gunakan Nabi Muhammad sebagai model. Hidupkan amalan sunah dalam rumah tangga. Sebut nama rasul apabila mendidik dan menasihati keluarga bagi mendapat hikmah.
Mendahulukan keperluan isteri daripada orang lain. Ini adalah tertib memberi khidmat. Ramai suami yang melebihkan orang lain daripada isterinya. Elakan kesilapan ini.
Suruh isteri dirikan sembahyang dan ibadah lain. Apabila berjauhan, telefon ataupun SMS bagi mengingatkan sembahyang. Wasiatkan isteri untuk sembahyang fardu dan sunat. Buat pesanan ini sehingga suami meninggal dunia.
Cintai isteri sepenuh hati. Cintai tanpa syarat, bertambah mengikut usia, penuh kemaafan, memberi tenaga,tidak pernah sensara serta berteraskan iman dan takwa.
Sentiasa berubah secara positif. Sebelum cuba ubah isteri dan keluarga, ubah diri dulu. Apabila suami berubah, keluarga akan turut berubah. Apabila suami cemerlang, isteri akan gemilang.
Pamer keprihatian yang tinggi terhadap keluarga. Ramai suami tidak ambil kisah dengan keluarga mereka.Cuba tanya apa lagi khidmat tambahan yang patut berikan kepada keluarga.
Pamer kematangan yang tinggi. Orang yang matang tenang, sabar, waras, bijaksana, dapat membuat keputusan dan cekap menyelesaikan masalah.
Memuliakan semua perempuan bukan sekadar isterinya. Ramai lelaki cuba hormat wanita tertentu sahaja.Ramai isteri yang kecewa terhadap suami yang menghina atau tidak hormat sebarang wanita termasuk pembantu rumah.
Bentuk beberapa sifat wanita yang terpilih dalam diri suami. Nabi Muhammad amat pemalu, pemaaf, peka,endah dan mudah menangis. Sifat wanita yang ada pada lelaki menaikkan martabat lelaki dan lebih disayangi wanita.
Mahir dalam menguruskan keluarga. Peka dengan masalah dan karenah ahli keluarga, cekap mencari punca masalah, mencari alternatif penyelesaian dan memilih penyelesaian yang optimum.
Membaiki diri secara berterusan. Tingkatkan iman dan takwa, cuci hati dengan sembahyang taubat, istighfar,memaafkan dan minta maaf, berkawan dengan orang yang baik, pendapatan yang berkat dan baiki amalan dan tindakan.
Jadi contoh atau model terbaik untuk keluarga. Doa dan usaha supaya setiap perbuatan anda dapat dicontohi dan dibanggakan ahli keluarga. Apakah sifat dan amal anda yang dapat dicontohi oleh ahli keluarga ?
Jadikan diri anda pendorong dan motivator berkesan unutk keluarga. Sentiasa beri galakan dan belaian. Elak marah, kritik ataupun hina keluarga. Fikir positif dan bersangka baik terhadap keluarga.
Tingkatkan ilmu berkenaan agama. Lazimnya, suami yang mendidik keluarga berkenaan agama. Belajarlahilmu agama dengan niat mendidik diri dan keluarga.
Sentiasa menegakkan kebenaran. Tegas menyatakan apa yang buruk dan apa yang baik. Elak mengenepikan kebenaran semata-mata bagi menjaga hati ahli keluarga. Tegakkan kebenaran dengan hikmah.
Bertindak tegas dan lemah lembut mengikut situasi. Tegas dalam menyeru ke arah kebaikan. Lemah lembut dalam menegur dan memberi nasihat. Tegas sangat orang memberontak, lembut sangat orang pijak.
Latih diri memuji dan menghargai isteri. Ramai suami yang pandai kritik tetapi tidak tahu memuji. Belaian merawat emosi dan fizikal isteri dan membuat dia terasa disayangi. Cari peluang untuk sentiasa memuji.
Cari peluang untuk bertindak romantis terhadap isteri. Ini termasuk senyum lemah lembut, sebut sayang tiga kali sehari, buat sebelum disuruh, sentuhan sayang, pujian dan memberi hadiah.
Fahami yang isteri ingin selalu di sisi suami. Suami pula berjauhan dengan isteri sekali sekala. Apabila berjauhan, telefon, SMS ataupun e-mel unutk bertanya khabar, berikan maklumat dan mengubat rindu.
Bentuk kerjasama yang mantap dengan isteri. Pamer kesatuan hati dan pendapat kepada anak-anak dan orang lain. Wujudkan kerjasama melaui mesyuarat, berbual, tolak ansur, bermaaf-maafan dan banyak berdoa.
Nilai diri daripada kaca mata isteri. Buang sifat dan amalan yan isteri benci. Berusaha keras melakukan perkara yang isteri suka. Apabila isteri bahagia, suami akan bertambah bahagia.
Apabila suami melayan isteri seperti mana dia melayan kawan, pasti isteri bahagia. Bayangkan cara anda melayan isteri sebelum kahwin. Ulangi layanan itu sekarang. Pasti hebat kesannya.
Suami wajar belajar jadi mengikut setia. Patuhi cadangan, pandangan dan pandapat isteri yang betul. Jangan bangkang perkara yang baik. Kawal macho dengan saksama.
Buat undang-undang dalam rumah tangga. Apabila suami marah, isteri mesti senyap. Apabila isteri marah,suami mesti senyap. Ini mengelakkan daripada bergaduh. Orang tidak boleh bergaduh sendirian.
Latih gerak batin anda supaya serasi dengan gerak batin isteri. Serasikan gerak batin dengan berdoa, patuh perintah Tuhan, maafkan isteri, bersangka baik dan lakukan perkara baik untuk isteri mengikut sebarang lintasan dalam hati.
Pimpin isteri dengan nasihat dan kasih sayang. Pesan selalu dan nasihat sekali-sekala. Waktu terbaik nasihat adalah semasa rehat, minum petang, waktu bersiar-siar dan semasa hendak tidur.
Seimbangkan hidup dengan sempurna. Rajin di tempat kerja, rajin juga di rumah. Peramah dengan kawan, peramah juga dengan isteri. Disiplin di pejabat, disiplin juga di rumah. Sabar dengan orang, sabar juga dengan isteri. Di luar dan di dalam rumah serupa.
Urus stres dengan sempurna supaya keluarga tidak terjejas. lakuakan riadah, berdiet, hentikan merokok,bercampur dengan orang positif, bermain dengan bayi, tengok ikan di akuarium, menyanyi, sembahyang taubat dan maafkan semua orang.

Istikharah

2008-01-03T09:41:00.000+08:00

Istikharah berasal daripada kata al-khair yang bermaksud sesuatu yang terbaik. Justeru solat istikharah bertujuan memohon pertolongan dari Allah swt bagi menentukan sesuatu yang ingin dilakukan adalah yang terbaik. Perlu diingatkan bahawa perkara yang ingin dilakukan itu adalah harus dan bukan sesuatu yang wajib atau haram.

Perkara wajib atau haram tidak perlu kepada solat istikharah kerana hukumnya telah jelas. Misalnya, seseorang tidak boleh bersolat istikharah untuk menentukan sama ada dia patut minum arak atau tidak, atau sama ada dia perlu menunaikan solat yang fardu atau tidak.

Istikharah digalakkan berdasarkan hadis Jabir yang menyebut, "Rasulullah saw mengajar kami beristikharah pada semua perkara sebagaimana baginda mengajar satu surah daripada Al-Quran."

Solat istikharah dilakukan dua rakaat dan boleh dibaca sebarang surah selepas Al-Fatihah. Mungkin digalakkan kita membaca ayat-ayat tertentu, namun bagi orang biasa, mereka boleh membaca sebarang ayat Al-Quran seperti surah Al-Kafirun dan Al-Ikhlas. Setelah selesai dua rakaat itu, sempurnakanlah dengan berdoa.

Menurut riwayat, setelah selesai melakukan solat istikharah dan hati terasa lapang, minat terbuka atau cenderung melakukan sesuatu, maka itulah petunjuk daripada Allah. Jika setelah melakukan solat istikharah, hati terasa berat untuk melakukan sesuatu atau ada sahaja yang menyebabkan kita menolak membuatnya, maka itu juga adalah petunjuk daripada-Nya. Ini berlaku dalam keadaan seseorang tidak sedar. Petunjuk itu bukan dalam bentuk mimpi tetapi sebenarnya kecenderungan hati. Bagaimanapun, mimpi boleh menjadi sebab untuk seseorang cenderung melakukan sesuatu setelah bersolat istikharah.

Salah atau tidak terserah kepada Tuhan. Jika kita sudah bersolat istikharah, bermakna sedikit sebanyak kita mempunyai keyakinan diri. Kita sudah memohon kepada-Nya untuk menentukan yang terbaik, dan kita melakukan apa yang dirasakan adalah terbaik. Jika berlaku sebaliknya, maka itu adalah takdir atau qada dan qadar Tuhan, dan wajar kita menerimanya dengan hati terbuka serta tidak menyesal. Pasti ada hikmah di sebaliknya. Dalam Islam terdapat pelbagai solat sunat untuk kita berasa lebih dekat, yakin dengan Tuhan dan berasa ada yang akan membantu dalam apa jua keadaan sama ada susah, senang, dukacita, gembira dan sebagainya.

Bila?

Solat Istikharah boleh dilakukan sama ada siang atau malam, terutamanya bila hati terasa tenang.

Berapa lama?
Buatlah sehingga 5 atau 7 malam. InshaAllah diberi petunjuk. (tidak semestinya melalui mimpi)

Cara beristikharah:

Niat : Sahaja aku sembahyang sunat istikharah 2 rakaat kerana Allah Ta'ala.
Rakaat pertama hendaklah dibaca surah al-Fatihah dan al-Kafirun
Rakaat kedua dibaca al-Fatihah dan al-Ikhlas
Berdoa (rujuk panduan doa)

Sebelum seseorang mengambil keputusan ia dianjurkan solat istikharah dua rakaat. Setelah selesai solat, berdoa seperti yang dianjurkan oleh Rasulullah SAW:

Allaahumma inni astakhiiruka bi'ilmika , wa astaqdiruka biqudratika wa as aluka min fadhlikal azhiim. Fa innaka taqdiru wa laa aqdiru, wata'lamu wa laa a'lamu, wa anta allaamul ghuyuub.
Allaahumma inkunta ta'lamu anna haadzal amra khairun lii fii diinii wama'aasyii wa 'aaqibati amrii, 'aajili amrii wa aajilihi faqdurhu lii wa yassirhu lii tsumma baarikliifiihi.
Wa inkunta ta'lamu anna haadzal amra syarrun lii fii diinii wa ma'aasyii wa 'aaqibatu amrii 'aajili amrii wa aajilihi fashrif annii washrifni 'anhu waqdur liyal khairahaytsu kaana tsumma ardhinii bihi, innaka 'alaa kulli syai-in qadiir

"Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku mohon pilihan-Mu dengan ilmu-Mu, dan aku mohon kepastian kepada-Mu dengan kekuasaan-Mu, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Kuasa, Engakau Maha Tahu dan Maha Mengetahui segala yang gaib.
Ya Allah, jika Engkau mengetahui urusan ini baik bagiku, untuk agamaku, untuk penghidupanku dan akhir kesudahannya kelak, maka takdirkanlah dia bagiku dan mudahkanlah dia bagiku, kemudian berilah dia berkah bagiku.
Dan apabila Engkau mengetahui pekerjaan itu buruk bagiku, untuk agamaku, untuk penghidupanku dan akhir kesudahannya kelak, maka singkirkanlah dia daripadaku dan hindarkanlah aku daripadanya. Takdirkanlah hal-hal yang baik bagiku dimana kebajikan itu berada, kemudian berilah aku menyenanginya"

New Year

2008-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Its 2008!!!
nothing new.. getting OLDER

Alien vs Predator

2007-12-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

planning to watch this movie soon..

Engagement

2007-12-22T00:17:00.000+08:00

on Friday me and kids went to my friend sister's (Fiza) engagement ceremony - Wati. Actually Wati was my previous students in my institute but i am not directly involved with her since she was in a different course.. Anyway, wishing her 'Selamat Bertunang'

all of us me nuyu n wati

Evanescence - My Immortal (song on air )

2007-12-21T10:15:00.000+08:00

Why do men like porn more?

2007-12-20T17:07:00.000+08:00

resources from Faye Flam the science writer..

Studies of humans - and monkeys - offer insight.

While some sex differences are still up for debate, one that's hard to argue away is men's greater fondness for pornography.

Platt started with similar studies in monkeys. While most animals are indifferent to photos even of individuals in their own species, monkeys and apes respond to pictures much as humans do.

Rhesus macaques that Platt studied, for example, easily recognized the faces of familiar monkeys. And they liked some faces more than others, though the face wasn't always the favorite part... [more]

yEs!!!

2007-12-20T08:58:00.000+08:00

finally the assignments completed by this morning.. printed and will submit tomorrow..
i can smile and sleep tight now...aaahhhhhhh

2007-12-19T13:33:00.000+08:00

progress pending assignment's...

one silent day

2007-12-14T18:57:00.000+08:00

today's would be one silent day for me..
i used to prepare my revision since morning non stop reviewed all the topics
..and now i just can say hAh!

..with a pot of black coffee make my eyes open widely even reading a theory subject, besides music wave of GermanTOP100SingleCharts-MiNiSTRY which full my surrounding.
but i still not enough reading to make it perfect..helPPPPP!!

now AM WiShiNG to complete my exam tomorrow with full confidence and perfect marks. Insyallah, AMINN.

headache

2007-12-12T15:11:00.000+08:00

Headache is the most common type of pain for which people visit a doctor. The majority of headaches are not serious. A headache can be an isolated problem, or it can be associated with a variety of medical conditions. The most common of these are viral infections causing colds and flu-like illnesses, fevers, and head injuries.

SOME CAUSES OF HEADACHES

Upper respiratory infection (e.g. a cold, Strep throat, sinus infection)
Fever
Stress
Dehydration
Sleep Deprivation
Head Injury

Many headaches are unrelated to illness or injury and are caused by stress. They are often associated with muscle tightness in the neck, shoulders and scalp. These headaches can be relieved with rest, stress management strategies such as exercise and relaxation, massage, and/ or over the counter pain medications.

Stress also contributes significantly to a specific type of headache called migraine. Migraine headaches are frequently more severe than other types and can be debilitating. Migraine pain is usually experienced on one side of the head and frequently felt in the temple, forehead, and eye area, but the pain can also affect both sides and other areas of the head. Migraine sufferers often are very sensitive to light and noise and feel most comfortable lying down in a dark, quiet room. Nausea and vomiting can occur with severe migraines. These headaches are sometimes associated with visual changes that may include having blind spots or seeing flashes of light, dizziness, and/or with a sensation of numbness in a hand or on part of the face. Rarely, migraines can cause neurological symptoms such as weakness or paralysis of an arm or leg.

Some people who experience migraines regularly can identify a trigger that sets off their headaches. For example, drinking red wine or completing an exam after staying up many nights studying can precipitate a migraine. For some people, a combination of several factors leads to a headache. These factors may include physical or emotional stress, a change in the weather (really!), hormonal changes such as those that occur at the onset of menstruation, and consumption of particular foods.

Some Triggers Are:

Bright lights and flashing lights
Physical stress (lack of sleep, irregular meals, extreme exertion)
Emotional stress
Foods containing the amino acid Tyramine (e.g. aged cheese, nuts)
Foods containing sodium nitrite (e.g. hot dogs, bologna, other processed or preserved meats)
Food additives and flavorings (e.g. Aspartame (NutraSweet®), MSG, Soy Sauce)
Alcohol
Falling barometric pressure
Hormonal changes

Keeping a headache “diary” which records when headaches occur along with recent foods eaten, stresses, time of menstrual cycle and weather patterns can help identify personal triggers. One can then try to avoid those triggers to help prevent future headaches.

wwwuuaahhhh...

2007-12-09T08:44:00.000+08:00

2 exam papers completed yesterday. was not bad...
..and another one paper to go.

15-12-2007 (Saturday)

Industrial Instrumentation 2

yesterday, after finished my exam I did a little shopping and I am craze eating!! I had good appetite and want to eat even I am not hungry..a bad habit and I need to stop it before I change to a MONSTER!! hahahah

Arrived home and felt so exhausted..so, directly sleep till this morning!!
.. I don't know what happened to me..really flat.. and now still dizzy..
I hope the sleepy will gone today and I need to prepare for next paper.

Anyway, this week I will be busy marking the students examination paper for semester 5 and hope it can complete as soon as I can..

Plan for today's meals:

Fish n' chips
Mushroom soup n Croutons

** my stove oven was spoil and it effected my baking activity..huhuhuhu

esok exam!!!

2007-12-07T08:54:00.001+08:00

am very tired now due to examination preparation.. sleep at 3am every nite and still not complete..

8-12-2007

Computer System
Industrial Control System

plan for today to do finalize revisions..hahhhhhhh

exam..exam..

2007-12-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

today i started my own revision since i will sit my exam soon.
08-12-2007

Microcontroller
Industrial Control System

15-12-2007

Industrial Instrumentation

..at this moment i am really stress with a busy job
..everything is so messy...huhhhh

but, i still got time to window shopping by a good reason to release my tension.

One in a Million : Bosson

2007-11-27T14:06:00.000+08:00

You're one in a million
Oh
Now
You're one in a million
Oh

Sometimes love can hit you every day
Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see
Only one can really make me stay
A sign from the sky
Said to me

[Chorus]
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us

I've been looking for that special one
And I've been searching for someone to give my love
And when I thought that all the hope was gone
You smile, there you were and I was gone

I always will remember how I felt that day
A feeling indescribable to me
Yeah
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer
And you, you're the one, the one for me

[Chorus x 2]

I was cool and everything was possible
They tried to catch me but it wasn't possible
No one could hurt me it was my game
Until I met you baby and we're the same
And when you didn't want me, I wanted you
Because the finer thing about it was I like the show
I like it when its difficult I like it when it's hard
You know it's worth it that you found your heart

[Chorus x 2]

You're one in a million
Oh
You're one in a million

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing : Aerosmith

2007-11-27T13:54:00.001+08:00

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

The Reason : Hoobastank

2007-11-27T13:44:00.000+08:00

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Breathe Easy : Blue

2007-11-27T13:35:00.000+08:00

Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine
Why did I lie?
Why did I walk away to find
Oooohhh...why...oooh -- why...

CHORUS
I.... can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
No I.... can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air....

Curse me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Curse me inside
I won't forget, no i won't baby i
don't know why (don't know why)
I left the one i was looking to find

Ooh -- why...ooooh, why -- why...

CHORUS
I.... can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night Till you're by my side
No I.... can't breathe easy (breathe easy)
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air....

Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life
That's all I'm breathing for
Ooooooohhhhh -- can´t sleep at night
till you´re by my side yeah

I...can´t breathe easy (ooh)
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me

There's no air.
There's no air.

Que Si, Que No : Hot Banditoz

2007-11-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

Escuchame mi amor
tu sabes lo que quiero
Me dices que n'entiendas
Sé que estas m'entiendo
Te pidas por favor
Me tratas como' un tonto
Decidas d'una vez
Me estas volviendo loco

Que si, Que no
Que nunca te decides
Yo se que tu me quieres
Y n ome lo dices

Que si, Que no
Que nunca te decides
Tu sabes lo que quiero
Y aun no me lo dices

Eschuchame mi amor
te pida'un alegria
Te juego todo el dia
Te juego todo el dia
Te pides pro favor
Me tiendes como'un tonto
Regando tien to loco
Regando tien to loco

Que si, Que no
.......

Because of you : Kelly Clarkson

2007-11-25T23:38:00.001+08:00

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

today

2007-11-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

I finished CAD class today and am happy for it. We were using Multisim 7 application for this module..

tired..

2007-11-24T03:18:00.000+08:00

Today me and kids joined my students for their bowling activity..was fun, happy and the most tiring me.. also the kids. I got terrible headache

After finished bowling we shoot off to and the kids really have their day full..

Anyway I am happy for them to enjoy their day considerd apart of the school holiday activities.

And my job started to plan for our holiday and lets see what else I can do then..
My pending plan:

Hotel reservation for holiday
Air ticket booking
My assignments not complete yet!!!
Prepare 'nasi ayam' for tomorrow dish

and tomorrow I have to attend CAD class...huhhhhh

feel flying

2007-11-21T15:05:00.000+08:00

To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best. William M. Thackeray

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.

Be glad of life, because it gives you the chance to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars.
"The most intelligent thing to do is to do your exploration completely."

unsettled

2007-11-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

towards end of the year, end of the semester and end of many more.. there are so many unsettled things i owe...
AssigNmenTs!!!

my sweethearts

2007-11-20T03:55:00.000+08:00

Nuyu n Udin

Eid 2007

2007-10-22T04:01:00.000+08:00

Last day working

2007-10-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

..my last day working and hari raya holidays start
Plan for today:

prepare pita kebab for breaking fast
send Nuyudin to KumOn
bag packing
clear unsetteled laundry

..need to list out more

**sakit perut dari pagi since makan ubat waktu sahur without any meal..huhuh

MC

2007-10-08T16:40:00.000+08:00

today i am on MC-demam..
my sore throat is the worst, rasa bengkak je takak ni..mata pun rasa bengkak sebab demam..
so, this morning i went to see doctor and took my medicent.
huh..pening nye kepala..rasa bengal jer ni..

lazy weekends

2007-10-06T09:18:00.000+08:00

nothing special..

stayed at home with kids, woke up late due I caught by sore throat..
missed sahur, berbuka puasa with yesterday leftover lauk..
nite, troubleshoot Ogy's laptop..finally I successed on it..yes!!

then..zZzZzZzzzzzzzzz

demam...

2007-10-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

huh..lama sungguh tak tulis kat sini..
banyak benda jadik between the time, antaranya:

..exam 2nd semester for my B.Eng
..went to Kota Kinabalu bekursus seminggu
..went to Shah Alam seminggu untuk penggubalan soalan final exam institut
..start berpuasa
..started my 3rd semester B.Eng class
..last week my student's mid semseter examination

and now I demam bila dah dekat nak raya..

Anyway,
'Selamat berpuasa dan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin'

My Week

2007-07-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

Saturday 21 July
In the morning I assist my friend Moon to conduct the step aerobics at Taman Selasih for the park committee (Rukun Tetangga). There are a lot of peoples start from ages 5 years to 50 years I guess to join us. It just took for 1 hour there because we had another place to conduct.
On the way to SMKK there was a Indian guy with motorbike hit my back car's bumper..huh
Again, need to repair but it wasn't my fault.. talking bout this make me angry because the one did not contact me as he promised..
Anyway, I know how to teach him.. I got his IC number and address. Will go to the JPJ and police station..and then he will know to whom he deal with..hah
In the afternoon we went to Quensbaymall for shopping the kids clothes at Guess Kids. I grabbed for:
Nuyu's

2 long sleeve t-shirt
1 jeans jacket (I really admire this jacket and now is the best time to have it)
1 jeans

Udin's

1 t-shirt, and

for Adam (my little niece's)

1 polo t-shirt

After finished shopping we had a meal at Laksa Shack. Was a nice place and the food is not bad.. yum..yum..

End at Quensbaymall..the total for today's shopping at about RM400. At least I satisfied with what we got today.
So, my next hop on 27 July for hunting more at Island Plaza then..huhuu

Sunday 22 July
Was a quiet day on my 32 years old birthday.. I am getting matured one year..huhuhuh.
Better used matured than old rite. Nothing special but I received many wishes from friends and family. Its not bad and I still knew there were people out there remember me. Thank you to family members: mama, pak bob, & akim; friends: neni n ita ..also my current and previous students.

Monday 23 July
Workplace: Started new semester with the students with new module, but the braces really hurt me. There were a few ulcer come out and it really painfully. I pray that the pain will gone as soon as possible.
In the evening I got sms informed that my colleague son's passed away by brain cancer. Condolence for his family.*Al-Fatihah*

Tuesday 24 July
Both my kids got fever and I took EL. Udin vomited many times and Nuyu look very weak. Pity them. By this am influenced too by the new braces.
We just stayed at home and take a deep rest.

Wednesday 25 July
Udin getting better by his fever, but Nuyu still the same. At first Nuyu requested me to stayed with her at home but I ask her to asked her father. Finally, Mr.Copot stayed with Nuyu a half day and sent her to the nursery in the afternoon. At least she felt better and the fever gone..

Thursday 26 July
Workplace : Me and colleague did a maintenance to our networking lab because there were so many virus attacked. Luckily it done in one day. Hope next week we can proceed the lesson after we complete installed recovery card.

Weekends

2007-07-21T01:56:00.001+08:00

Huh.. akhirnya hari Jumaat menjelma..
At first I plan nak pegi Queensbay Mall harini sebab semalam dapat sms dari GUESS Kids they start their sale today till August.
So ni lah masanya nak shopping baju anak untuk raya.. Malangnya plan tu terpostpone dengan sendirinya sebab tengok bebudak tu macam malas je nak keluar..
So, if possible esok we all akan pegi Queensbay Mall tapi masih tak sure sebab esok pagi I ada aktiviti Senamrobik kat 2 tempat..

Tengahari tadi I hantar Udin pegi semayang Jumaat at about 1.20tghari, masa tu tak ramai orang lagi..pastu I pesan kat dia tunggu kat pagar masjid pukul 2.15 @ lepas abis semayang..
Then I balik rumah continue melipat kain baju yang mai ai banyaknya.. Tiba time nak amik Udin tu tetiba hujan la pulak..
Lagi le kelam kabut I drive to him sebab dia dok tunggu bawah pokok..takut pulak I time hujan-hujan ada kilat..huh

I dah start hantar Udin pegi semayang Jumaat sekarang ni, so any activity on Friday will be change after Zohor. Maklum lah anak bujang I dah 8 tahun..

Quotes of the day: "Each moment in time we have it all, even when we think we don't."

Khamis 19 Julai 2007

2007-07-19T01:31:00.000+08:00

Harini I concentrate at TMD job. Assist the trainee to finish up their project since they have to present it.
We started the presentation a bit late and seems it rushed.. by this made me tired with the situation and the trainer group agreed to have a postmortem this coming Wednesday.
Finally the 1st group session completely closed and they finished their job. At nite we had a dinner at Hotel Sri Malaysia to celebrate the trainer for their successful..considered and the next will follow on 29 July then.
As for me, am happy to see others happy..

serampang 2 mata

2007-07-18T01:39:00.000+08:00

Harini I adalah serampang 2 mata..heheheh
I incharged aktiviti Derma Darah untuk MSR week.
Kelam kabut jugak dibuatnya, sebab the respective incharged pergi kursus. Nasib baik la our team co-operate and everything run smoothly.
On the same time jugak I in Training Material Development (TMD) team assist the trainee complete their task.
Kebanyakan trainee complete their video editing and proceed their presentation since tomorrow the external accessors will come and evaluate them..
Good Luck to all of them.

Cinema time..

2007-07-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

Leisure:
Time for cinema.. Me n kids went to the cinema since I am a fan of Harry Potter and now its the time for Harry Potter Order of the Phoenix. Maka dengan itu terlepaslah satu hajat dalam my list :D

Work:
Thinking bout next week to be busy again because our students will start their class back..
Anyway, the notes done and will collect at printing section next week before class.

Health:
Now, am suffering of sickness of my treatment..uwwaaakkkkkkk
**Ni kena buat countdown setahun setengah punya ticker ni...

Ahad 15 Julai 2007

2007-07-15T15:09:00.000+08:00

Weekends come again and I am being lazy at home..
On Friday I was planning to watch Harry Potter but it was canceled since we arrived to the cinema late and I had to attended another appointment with the dentist..pity me..
so I am planning again for that this week..hope it works..
Today is a registration day for new students in our institute where I was placed at registration counter, students registered till now are 96 and there were another 10 not coming yet for only 4 courses which are Electronics, Mechatronics, Production and Machining. For ours course was stop the intake since we will obsolete this course regarding RMK9 not approved our requisition new building and machine..anyway its good too so we can move to another technology then. Welcome to the new students

My plan lists:

Appointment with the dentist
Car insurans and road tax renewal
Change car tires
Study for my examination on 4 and 18 August..

..phew

(-_-)

2007-07-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

These week is the most wonderful week I had. Nak tau kenapa.. only me & 1 colleagues in the office made me working peacefully without any disturb.
Kerja memang selalu ada, tapi most of it can be settled smoothly..
Wish to had the best time again all the time..
Today's done:

entertained the auditors
involved in TMD training
settled down management job
done my notes for next semester

yip..yip horayyyy

Personal's

set all the plan accordingly: ASB, Insurans and TH

**proceed Electrical&Electronics Assignment and prepare for the examination on 4 and 18 August!!!!

Happy 7th Birthday

2007-07-10T09:08:00.000+08:00

happy baking

2007-06-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

Puff Chicken Pie Apple Pie

Celebrating Mama's Birthday

2007-06-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

Chicken Cordon Bleu Irish Lamb Stew Kid's Burger Noodle in Tom Yum Kung

22 June, Happy Birthday Mama

2007-06-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

Mom, your birthday means so much to me;

To have you in my life another year,
The time I spent enfolded in your love,
Each day, each moment with you is so dear.

I cherish the very special bond we have.
You lift my spirit in so many ways.
I celebrate your life; I honor you,
And send to you my love and care and praise.

Happy birthday to you..

Our 9th Wedding Anniversary

2007-06-16T02:20:00.000+08:00

my day

2007-06-13T10:24:00.001+08:00

These 3 days, I am incharged for semester 4 practical examination. It was a tired work but I am happy that today is the last day for the examination. Hoping, everything will go smoothly.

The first group of students was the best I tought since they completed the task on time, the second group a bit nervouse and clumsy since they can't manage their time well as one of the students cannot finished a few task..pity them.
And now, the last group in progress.. I am a bit suprise because they are better than first group as I tought..good..good..

My car was sent off to Toyota for repair..the cost documented at about RM2.5K, and yet will complete by this coming Friday..yippie
Then I got my car back then..huhuhuh

Last Monday was my first day drive mr.copot's car..its manual gear operation..
At first it was a bit hard for me since I left manual gear car at about 2 years and I am not familier to control it.. At uphill to school during sent my kids to school, the car stopped..was so embarresed..hahahah.. so funny and I made a phone called to mr.copot complaining about that story. The next day I am getting familiar and easy for me..but still got to late this morning at punch card.

In this few days I am getting alert in all aspect in my life..including my kids, parents and family. This is important to avoid from any negative things happen (with full of mission).

I am on my plan to prepare Sheppard Pie this week..counting either weekdays or weekends now.. All this influenced by hop fotopages which I surf at Zairul's. The page have so many tempting food photo..yumm yummy.

Lits to do:
1. Data Communication and Network Assignment
2. Study for next examination (Module: QAE, Microcontroller, Data Comm)
3. Prepare for next class on Saturday (Electronics & Electrical)
4. Wrap all the modules teached to students for their final theory examination next week
5. Replacement aerobics class
6. mmm..update blog...

daze or muzzy?

2007-06-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

Minggu ni I rasa memacam feeling..on Sunday I felt a bit hard since my car hit the highway divider on Saturday nite.
Happy to finished my EMT examination and back to normal working day with the students after I had a busy May for Skill Competition..huhhhh Nowdays I felt a bit depressed at myjobplace..why? I ni takde la bagus sangat..tapi I ada rasa tidak puas hati pada situasi yang melibatkan beberapa individu kat tempat kerja I..

Macamni, kat tempat kerja I ni kan ada la sorang staff sama position macam I gak.. our main job function ialah teaching Networking trade students. Of course la we all telah dihantar berkursus untuk trade yang tertentu for this purpose memandangkan kami semua yang kat Networking department tu semua dari trade berbeza..

The main thing yang I tak puas hati ni ialah.. this guy tak pernah mengajar dalam ertikata berdiri di hadapan kelas, pegang marker dan tulis kat whiteboard.. and ever to teach the students practical sedangkan dia responsible untuk module Maintenance and Troubleshooting.. tapi, dengan adanya exam PTK she got 4-4 dan dapat la anjakan gaji..aci tak rasa2 nya?..

Ok, itu satu hal la..then our students tend to complaint many time regarding this matter.. biasa la students, memula bising2 kat others instructor..then mula berani hentam kat KPI this guy..
Masa students hentam dia punya KPI, my HOD ada panggil I and tanya.. I just gave him a hint "Better you ask the students why".. and the rest I dont know because I saw there are no changes.. Semester change and there are one student came to HOD and complain regarding the same matter and my HOD started investigated..but there are no actions taken I think so..

..yang sedihnya there are no changes at all and the HOD siap assigned student OJT to backup this guy..huh..ada betul ka ini macam punya management??
Mulanya I dont care too much to this as long this guy tak kacau I..tapi I tengok makin lama makin menjadi bila dia pandai complain and mentioned that others didnt teached the students completely sedangkan dia langsung tak mengajar..dan yang pasti dah ada beberapa batch students yang dah keluar tapi dia tak ajar langsung...huhhhhhh

And another reason I bengang..kat dalam ofis I tu ada la sorang yang very the kepochi ala-ala busuk mulut.. and she tend to cover this guy punya hal tak masuk kelas sedangkan kalo dalam ofis tu sapa ada buat silap sikit maunya dia band giler2..and buat announcement kat satu institution gitu.. (ala-ala menyalak la..)
After all I see the situation, macam orang kena manderem la pulak.. I kalo dengan orang2 macam ni memang tak bercakap banyak..and sometimes tak bercakap berminggu..berbulan except ada kerja yg memerlukan I have to deal je I akan cakap..even we in the same room..duduk berdepan lagi tu..

Kisah I jadik macam ni pun sebab diaorang jugak..
Last time I went for course and stayd in the same room with her..so, of course she know about me more than others yang tak sebilik ngan I kan..
Then, at one time.. I terserempak dia tengah mengata aka gossip aka mengumpat I instead discussing type of my panties!!!ello..panties tau..bukan berus gigi ke..cleanser ke..but panties.. is that crazy??
Subhanallah
Terkezut..kezut la I masa tu..ada ka patut bincang pasal my panty kat library reramai..sah..sah gila..

Started from that moment I memang alert about myeslf..myself ok..not others..
Pernah gak I terdengo diaorg gaduhkan sesama sendiri pasal my husband kerja apa.. qualification my husband and gaji husband I yang diaorang cari kat i punya personal file!!!.. Apa ke hal diaorang gaduhkan my husband punya hal pun I tak tau.. sewel betul..

So, by these experienced, I rasa tak salah I jadi seorang yang ala-ala tak kenal orang aka belagak sombong dan apa-apa yang sewaktu dengannya daripada jadi topik perbualan yang mendatangkan keburukan kan..
Thought these is one of the bad experienced in my life kat tempat kerja I sekarang ni..
Entah lah..

my dear car

2007-06-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

Saturday, I woke up late since arrived home last nite late too. We started from home at about 12.15noon towards Ipoh with intention to fetch the kids after a week holiday with their grandparents. Then, we made a stop at RnR Kuala Kangsar and took our lunch..lauk ikan sembilang masak tempoyak..but the taste was not so good. Continue to MIL house and the kids was so happy to see us.

After a while chit chat we went to Jusco and did minor shopping..more on clothes.
Finally we had SEED jacket for both Nuyu and Udin, shirt for Mr.copot and me a sweet blue stripe blouse.. with overall cost at about RM 300++.
Next, we straight to home from Ipoh at 8pm ++. On the way back it was rainy and not so many cars on the road. I felt so tired and sleepy and the kids too. I cant sleep peacefully since Mr.copot speeding on the wet road..a few time I remind him to get slow.. finally he had lost control and hit the highway divider..

I still remember that I felt the car slips and strike it twice. Just to get ready any possibilities and the most I am worried to Udin who sit behind me.. 'Allahuakhbar'
Pity me that my car got scratches and knock from front to back..huh $$$$
After all get the cash estimation for repairing my car, it cost at about RM2.8K..so apa lagi mr.copot, 'lenkali bawak keta lelaju lagi yerrrrrr..' (puas dah mata I tebalik jeling kat mr.copot..bayo jangan tak bayo, minggu depan alamatnya I jadi mcm org patah kaki lerrr)

exam dah abis..

2007-06-02T15:08:00.000+08:00

I am happy to finished my examination these evening. Lega betul rasa dan terasa seperti terlepas dari segala seksa..AMIN
But, I am a bit dissappointed and feel not satisfied because the lecturer did not fully covered the syllabus.
After finished my paper, we went to enjoy myself at Autocity by eating and window shopping even it was late at about 10pm. I had my chicken cornish and mr.copot had gourment pie..was a good idea to skip my day meal and had a full stomach at the end tonite.

Wrapping..

2007-05-31T01:17:00.000+08:00

Small Toughts, Big Heart

Finally dapat juga I jengah ke blog ni..lama betul tak update. Last 2 month I was so busy.. Antaranya:

Sukan ILJTM zon utara: I was in charged for netball team.. Actually since last 2 years I hand over this game from Mummyejump. My team won this categories..Alhamdulillah. Masa game tu memang banyak persaingan sebab ramai new comers.. Lagipun, my students tak well prepared. From my eyes view, the team won according their spirit and teamwork. This year tak sekali pun I turun masa diaorang buat latihan dan memang tak ada friendly game langsung..thats is why I cakap they had a good chemistry and co-operate to each other. Well..Congratulations girls!!
Skill Competition: During student's mid semester break, I started train my students for skill competition. On behalf the institute there was 2 students under me fot IT Software Application. The skill trade look simple but actually it was so complicated. One of my student win at 1st place and we deputized JTM to the next phase-Pre Requsite for the final phase. Rasa memang mencabar betul la trained something different trade in what we were now..seriously. But I am very thankful because the respective student is a fast learner and easy to handle. So, last week we had attended the pre requisite at MMU, the most I can say that we had a new experienced and real view of skill competition. By this motivated me to generate a good students and train them until the best level we can further..
Electromagnetic Theory Examination: My EMT examination last 5 Mei was spoiled!! A bit depressed, but I knew it not our fault( my classmate..i mean). The dean didn't agreed with the lecturer and we were the victim. Mana tak nya, lecturer tu tak fully covered the syllabus, then during the examination we had a hard time.. another one thing, the dean supplied us with unfamiliar formula sheet which we didn't tend to use.. I really mad at this time, till I cant talk and being so quiet..huh.. By that reason, the examination was cancelled and we had to do in again this Friday.. Is that crazy.. I felt so unfair to our classmate because we had to plan another time to study and re seat the examination since that was not our fault.. Pity us. Even they plan for another examination, for me they should provide a lesson class tu uncovered module. Hope, the situation will change to be better.. And I had to admit that I lost my confidence a bit and had no mood to these examination..
Short break for kids: Since now is school holiday the kids went back to kampung. I wish to have enough time to study but I am not. At present I had no mood for the examination, and I am looking forward towards that matter now..phewwww.. During my time accompany my student to the skill competition pre requisite, the kids was together and had their best time holiday too.. At least they had a break rather than nothing.. ON that time sempat gak I order fruit tart, egg tart and chicken dr KakSya..the taste was superb..so anybody should try..tak rugi punya..yummie!!
Mothers Day Celebration: We celebrated Mother's day by dinner together at restaurant. I was invited by the kids and Mr.Copot.. and that was a good idea and motivated me to be a better mom day by day. For my mama, I bought her 'cucuk sanggul' wich was so nice and later than I have to think what to present on her birthday this June,22.

And now I am working towards my mission to study for my EMT exam this Friday.. Wish the mood is coming and stronger.. AMIN

..mini update

2007-05-13T05:49:00.000+08:00

the latest photo of me today at 5.51am since last nite stayed up infront of pc..now,want to start prepare myself to work..uwwaahhhh.. dah azan dah tu.. mmg busy especially i am busy preparing my student for skill competition..
as i mentioned last time i am very extreamist during working and sometimes the condition getting bad.. again, my course tomorrow cancelled since my HOD not allowed me to go according the skill competition..
I am a bit frustated, but waht to do.. anyway will try to update as I can.. Tscuess..

busy..

2007-04-29T18:50:00.000+08:00

my April 2007 busy week
activites:

Skill Competition-->1st JTM place IT trade--> preparing for national skill competition
Examination --> Electromagnetics Theory (exam date revised 2 times n make me mad!!)
Sukan ILJTM zon utara --> 1st place fr netball team..huhuhuh
Daily routine..bla..bla..bla..

to be continue..

Hari Karnival n balanced diet

2007-04-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

In the morning the kids woke up in a very happy mood since there will be Hari Karnival at their school. Begitu bersemangat betul gayanya bebudak tu. I pilak hari ni on leave and being lazy in the morning. During my hubb hantar kids pergi sekolah I prepared a brekfast..guess what, again I prepared Apple Tart 2nd batch by Anor recipe since last nite supper I prepared it too.
We had a mania of eating this dish, really..
tQ Anor..love it very much..After breakfast we went to school to see the kids, punya la susah cari bebudak ni sebab ramai orang included the parents. I saw one station with Nuyu's previous teacher when she was in pre-school, business Chicken Rice..decided to buy 2 packs to supporting them..eheheh
The situation there was so crowded, tak larat betul tengok suasana yang makin lama makin bersepah..banyak betul sampah I tengok.
I saw the headmaster all around tapi kebersihan that school at that time was very very poor..huh.. for sure jenuh la cleaner to clean the area then..
Finally we decided back home at about 11am because there was no specific activity rather than waiting the lucky draw..In the afternoon we wathced tv for Konsert Akademi Fantasia 5 yang makin lama makin boring tu, I siap tido lagi.. and continued to watched RTM1 - Hari Kiamat dah dekat, was Indonesia movie but the message was very good..the way of the story was meaningful too..mmmm
Actually nowdays I trained my boy to be on diet since he is overwitght towards fat. He is 8 years old boy in 40kg!!
Really I want to control his diet, yang susah nya pulak he is too sensetive and sometimes I had to be patient on him..mana tak nya, he can't stop eating when there is a food around..
The condition at home is better, tapi kalau cuti sekolah nowdays wont allowed him to be at Tok Mak house, sebabnya tok dia akan prepare a lot of meal and dia tak boleh control eating and eating all the day..I still remember the last time he came back from Tok Mak house, his body like HAH!..berlipat-lipat belakang badan dia..oh my dear boy..
I yang tengok ni pulak rasa sakit.. Abah dia apa lagi, warning la pasal his diet..yang kesian nya tu..its not his fault (I guess so) sebab I memang pesan kat MIL not to sumbat all the foods to my boy..apakan daya. My boy ni pulak don't know to say NO..
so akibatnya I have to work out reduce his weight again..
My daughter pulak terbalik, she just eat what se like..others no..
I.. I ni pulak pantang tengok makanan, ada aje I nak cuba buat..tonite I was prepared Murtabak Crackers from Kak Sya recipes..the taste was superb!! tQ kak sya..So, nowdays onward I need a diet plan for both my kids including me too..
My husband, he had no problem sebab he got high metabolisme..body dia camtu aje..jeles betul..

2007-03-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

I got QAE class at 9am to 5pm..was tired but still have time to prepare this:

Apple Tart from Anor..fresf from oven..with ice cream

The taste was WOW and we like it very much..danke again..yummieeeee

on leave

2007-03-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

Thursday 29 March 2007, I am on leave. Pagi as usual sent off kids to school, then to dentist set up an appointment for scaling on 13 April 3pm.. by this I plan to ask my HOD to release me early on that day then.Next target was Telekom Malaysia, I had setteled a bill which just found fr 10 years ago.. I am a poor one today..huwwaaa
Since masa ada banyak lagi I pon apa lagi, pegi le merehatkan diri..went to facial and hairdresser. Seronok betul bila jejalan tanpa ganguan ni..mana tak nya, last time bila I pegi hairdresser with the kids for sure they also will had the treatment. At one time, adakalanya I habis duit kat hairdresser je untuk 3 heads almost RM100.
So, today I went out with peacefully..hehehLastly, I went to the school and fetched the kids and they were so happy to see me not working today..mana tak nya kalo dapat tengok tv dan main kat rumah. For me pulak, masih blur nak siapkan my assignment. So I have to start now..
Tschuess :)

super short island escape

2007-03-22T03:03:00.000+08:00

* entry kali ni agak boring sebab I takde mood nak tulis.. anyway more photos than info.

Its Friday.. we went for super short break since I felt so tired working. Sebenarnya I memang dah lama survey few hotels around Penang area to stay. Bukannya apa, kalau pergi holiday jejauh pun badan penat tak best jugak. So last nite I sleep around 2am finished up the laundry and kemas rumah.. Yang tak tahan tu I kena handwash baju si Udin yang kotornya mak aiii..tak sanggup rasanya..I pun rendam dulu n brush it next morning..sakit tangan dibuatnya.

We started from home at about 12.30pm, hubby made a stop at Bandar Perda untuk semayang Jumaat besides me n kids went to AVON butik.

Jeti Swettenham Penang

Again, continued to the destination and we checked inn at Chorpthone Orchid Hotel at 5pm. The kids was so excited for swimming pool and keep asking when they can start. The hotel was normal one, not so.. but at least it have facilities of sauna, gym swimming pool, jacuzzi and private beach. Ramai jugak tourists stay kat situ, and we also acting as a tourist jugak la..

Our room was seaside view.. and the centralize aircond was so damn cold..seriouse..

Our room

In the evening, the kids started to the swimming pool, I pulak man..man je..esok I will join them then sebab dah petang sangat.

bersantai..sunset

Lepas mandi manda, we went to night market. I planned to buy DVD but most of the stalls was closed since they had a spot check..pitty me and them. Anyway, I sempat jugak membeli-belah kat situ.

Accessories:

marble pendant engraved my name in chineese writting and jade ring for mamaBlouses Pendant testing..am in my fav tshirt

Done at night market we went for dinner and towards hotel. Masa ni Nuyu pulak buat perangai mintak dukung sebab merajuk kat I..noty girl.. Next morning we had our breakfast and such a bad thing was menu Nasi Goreng dia basi.. I rasa teramat la malu akan servis hotel tu..so I called the restoran people and inform sebab rata-rata yang ada kat hotel tu foreigner and I am scared that they tought that was a taste of real Nasi Goreng sedangkan its really spoiled..

Bay Cafe

Our activity then was swimming in the swimming pool..I pun join sekali la.. I ni kan sebenarnya tak pandai swim, tapi I memang teringin sangat nak swim..camana ekk..
I blaja floating, tapi my butt always tenggelam..huwaaaa..
Finally the activity changed to berendam for me and swim for the kids..
Yang pelik nya tu, my 2 kids pandai pulak floating, menyelam n swim..
At 1 pm we check out and took our lunch at Nasi Kandar Kayu Bayan Baru and back home with full of tired effected by berendam lama kat swimming pool.

Check out time:Udin Nuyu Penang bridge

Anyway the super short escape was good for me but felt not enough. Think I had to plan another break and recover myself from being in the office.

Me in mood :)

Mid Semester Examination

2007-03-18T12:37:00.000+08:00

This week the students will sit mid semester examination.. on 17-22 March 2007

..wishing all,

TQM Class

2007-03-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

Today I had full day for Total Quality Managemant (TQM) class from 9am to 5pm..

Lecture time...

..long outdoor

2007-03-16T11:04:00.000+08:00

Today I woke up early and sent off my car to Toyota since yesterday the plan was spoiled. Arrived home, I prepare breakfast and have it withe the kids. Was a good thing to wake up early because so many things we can do.. then I continued do the cleaning assisted by my weekly maid..mmm lega tengok rumah bersih..11.30am Toyota service center phoned me to inform that they operate half day since they got dinner function on that day. I was shocked because nobody informed me during my service registration this morning. So, I have to rush prepared the kids and house to pick up my car and return back hubby's car.. huh..Actually hari ni I dah plan with my students nak main bowling kat Megamall Pinang after sembahyang Jumaat. Tapi dalam keadaan rushing tu I missed certain point and can't make a good decision.
First point, pick up my car at Toyota..then I drive to Megamall Pinang.
At Mc D, I phoned my husband and he mentioned he was waiting us outside Jalan Baru mosque.. again I had to rush fetched him towards Toyota and get his car back because he have to continue work.
I punya mood dah spoil dah masa tu, terus hilang mood nak main bowling.So I terus drive along Penang bridge towards Queensbay for shopping. By that, I sms my sudents to say sorry because I can't join them and wish them enjoy the game there.. so, nampaknya we had to set another bowling game then..
Plan shopping at Queensbay ni memang I set dah, sebab GUESS tengah ada sale. I bought clothes for Nuyu and Udin which are:

Nuyu - 1 blouse, 1 shirt and 1 pants
Udin - 1 t-shirt

..after all did window shopping, we went to basement food court and took our lunch+tea. The blackpapper chicken rirce claypot for me and blackpapper chicken sizzling mee for both kids.
Hapy to see Nuyu eat a lot sebab dia ni memang payah makan dan badan dia kerimping jer..abang dia jangan cakap la, guarentee abis nye makan and I memang jaga makan dia..he is overweight to fat according his age.
Sebelum balik we all sempat singgah tepi laut kat Queensbay tu, requested by the kids. They were very happy to be there and asked me to have picnic then.
Ok dear, so next time I will plan the picnic for us.On the way back was so heavy bottleneck traffic starting from island to the bridge, I got headache by this and we arrived home at 8.45pm. There were a long outdoor activity we had and tiring us.. also tiring my pocket..hehehehe

Hibernate

2007-03-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

I am on leave on Thursday since sepanjang cuti sekolah ni I tak cuti pun and spent my time with the kids. My 2 angles apa lagi kalo tak hapy bila tengok I stay kat rumah.
I woke up very late since last nite I am online till 2.30 am on the net..itu la padah nya kalau streamyx down. Our connection interrupted for 3 days and I felt like..hah!

Mulanya I plan nak sent off my Toyota for early bird services, tapi I can't woke up in the morning..so I just let my husband go to work and leave the plan.
During my sleeping time, I heard my kids dah turun bawah on the television and playing..they were so happy and did what they want.. till i woke up very late at 11.30am!!! Crazy me.

Again, I tried to plan adhoc activity but I really can't make it..so, I prepared the meal for the kids considered brunch.
Then I started sit infront the pc for net, again the streamyx connection down I I felt so depressed.. help me!! I contacted TM Care Service and made a report regarding this matter.
Finally, the activities become eating, watching tv and finally I fall asleep again.
I felt so fat and 'sembab'..I end up my day without doing any reading, studying or else good for me.. I had to do something then..
Hibernate again.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Pilih Kasih..(2)

2007-03-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

mmm..hari ni I terkedu, tak terkata seribu bahasa apabila tajuk entry lepas I which-Pilih Kasih seolah-olah menjadi kenyataan..by this reason, hari ni I lewat balik dari ofis..sembang petang dengan students..

This week I memang sibuk cover up all the topics yang I had selected for mid semester examination.. including preparing the examination questions.
Awal pagi lagi I dah usha 2 favourites students of my collougue masuk ofis with smiling face, sebelum jumpa ngan instructor kesayangan mereka.. then I dengan pantasnya on my command prompt and net send to my good friend alert her to see the situation..sah kami dua orang had the same feelings..eheheh (bukan buruk sangka tau, tapi perhatikan keadaan je tanpa kata-kata)

11.45am: Sedang I leka mereka-reka soalan tiba-tiba pintu ofis of our department was knocked by the students lagi..
I just ignored them since I had not enough fingers to type the questions. Then I nampak the girls from 4th semster come in dalam 6-7 orang towards to the instructor yang dikatakan pilih kasih tu..
Maka bermula lah dialog yang tak jelas sangat, sebab masa tu I punya concerntration terganggu masa buat soalan exam..
Antara dialog yang I dengar:
"Kenapa dia dapat markah macamtu..
" "Apa silap saya.."
....conversation ends. Bebudak tu keluar ofis dangan muka tak puashati..I cuma sempat perhatikan antara ekor-ekor nya saja..mmm..might be something wrong.. ..I teruskan kerja tanpa hiraukan keadaan sekeliling.

2.00pm, I didatangi oleh my students yang suka bertanya.. He is a class representative fr 4th semester. Memula dia tanya pasal technial configuration..at the end I pulak tanya dia what happened last few hours..
So, he told me yang classmate dia tak puas hati kat watak yang dikatakan pilih kasih tu at this conditions:

Student L hantar assignment dia last week at 12.30 noon as request by the instructor on time based, normally this instructor akan reject the late assignment. Then at 4.30 pm student S pulak submit her assignment. During recieved the marked paper, student L really shocked to see her marks because she got only 50% and getting know student S had 80% but both of them had the same resources to answer the assignment.. She started complaining and said the instructor being unfair..and come to ask the reason why??
Student L mentioned, tak diberikan peluang untuk melakukan configuration practical with this instructor dan dihalau dari our ofis..

mmmmm...what to say.. I punya opinions untuk perkara ni:

Kedua-dua pihak punya kesilapan masing-masing. Pada I memang salah untuk berlaku tidak adil pada students aka 'anak' murid sebab diaorang tu semuanya sama. Baik dan buruk anak-anak sekalipun, sebagai ibu bapa(considered-instructor, guru dan apa-apa yang sewaktu dengan nya) kita perlu bersikap adil dan sesuaikan keadaan dan tidak bertindak extream.
Kenapa I kata extream, tak munasabah kalau perbezaan markah yang terlalu ketara diberikan with difference 30% walaupun olahan ayat mereka berbeza sedangkan semua point nya adalah sama..
Student tu patutnya gunakan pendekatan yang lebih bijak dalam menangani perkara ini jika, watak pilih kasih tu terlalu keras dan mengancam situasi. So, better she study the situation by fikir macamana komunikasi yang lebih berkesan daripada masuk to our ofis and cakap kuat-kuat sampai semua instructor tak terkata ap-sebab ada suara yang mengatakam mereka kurang ajar (nak salahkan pun tak boleh jugak, sebab student tu terlalu emosional by the vary difference marks-30% beb!!! bukan sikit tau..takat 2-3 marks tu acceptable tau-i bukan nya bias kat stdn tu, tapi basically I base on logic thinking la. Lagipun student tu kan darah masih muda..)
Untuk instructor pulak, please prepare the marking scheme so that will protect u. Alo uncle, please refer to question making method by pedagogy la..don't hantam saja..bahaya..ggrrrr

# Apa-apa pun dalam situasi ni I nampak memang watak pilih kasih tu tak patut berlaku..memang tak masuk akal langsung..

Lagi, dia ada cabar bebudak tu suruh hantar surat komplain dia kat management. If this thing happen, it would be the 2nd time he will be complained within less than 4 month!!
..masih ada berani lagi cabar ka.. (nak salahkan dia berani cabar pun tak leh gak, sebab last time dia dapat surat komplen tapi managemant tak buat tindakan apa-apa langsung..even they got low KPI(Key Performance Index) maaa)

Pastu yang I tak sanggup nak dengar the students informed verbally, this instructor said nak flop kan diaorang satu kelas sebab kes surat komplen 4 bulan lepas-weiii apa ni, lu nak jadik instructor ke tak nak ni..ada ka patut cakap camtu..sah-sah apa yang dia ajar kat bebudak tu tak akan dapat sebab tak ada keikhlasan..huh-Kalo betul dia akap macamtu memang I hate his statement..

Finally, the students asked me this question:
"Puan, betul ke etika seorang instructor yang mengajar macamtu? Boleh ke buat macamtu?

I: ..(berkira-kira berikan jawapan yang terbaik untuk tidak menyalahkan 100% rakan setugas dan anak murid) "mm..memang tak boleh, u sabar le banyak-banyak. My late father pernah pesan, kalau orang marah-marah atau kita nak pegi interview,sebelum langkah masuk tu baca Ayat Kursi bebanyak..Insyallah lembut hati orang tu.."

..harap my students akan ingat pesanan yang I panjangkan dari arwah abah untuk I satu masa dulu..(AL-FATIHAH)

Kesian jugak bebudak tu terkena, tak sampai hati I tengok and lagi tak sampai hati I nak cakap n buat bukan-bukan kat diaorang sebabnya, buat masa ni tanggungjawab dan punca rezeki I yang halal adalah dari anak-anak murid I tu jugak.

Pilih kasih

2007-03-12T13:00:00.000+08:00

Intro
Hari ni my angles kena pergi nurseri jugak sebab I tak confident diaorang tinggal kat rumah.. Pepagi lagi si Nuyu dah menangis sebab tak cukup tidur..mana tak nye-bila I suruh dia tidur awal memacam alasan diberikan..
Then bila masuk bilik, masih memain lagi..alamat nya pepagi dia menangis sebab kena gerak untuk mandi. Tak lupa jugak pagi tadi I bekalkan bebudak tu nasi goreng n sweets untuk makan kat nurseri..

Petang ni pulak I plan nak masak bihun(org utara panggil bihun, we all kat Johor sebut mee hoon) due Nuyu request..she like bihun very much..
I arrived office awal hari ni.. ya I got class to attend today..semester 2. Sampai je office I start prepare soalan mid-sem exam..
Alhamdulillah I dah dapat siapkan before 10am, so at least I dapat bagi tips kat students and cover the topics yang tinggal balance tu..

Refer to the topic pulak..

Tengahari ni I di datangi oleh one of my students semester 4. I ni kekadang memang suka layan my students especially in study topic..seronok layan student yang memang nak belaja ni sebab kita akan dapat tau apa needs dia..
Dalam perbualan kami tetiba terkeluar la topik "Pilih Kasih", yang secara tak langsung it sounds the student complaining about the instructor yang pilih kasih..
Actually, I realized the condition tapi I don't care it too much as long ia tak menganggu..tapi bila dah dengar dari mulut student yang cakap,
"Kami pun nak belaja jugak apa yang budak(student yang di kasih kan) tu dapat"
I jatuh kasihan..
Terbayang-bayang I harapan parents and students yang datang dari jauh-jauh semata-mata untuk menuntut ilmu..tapi masih dipilih-pilih dalam kelas untuk dicurahkan ilmu..sampai hati betul orang yang buat macamtu kan..Personally, I tak suka la situation itu, sebab untuk mengajar dan belajar perlu ada keikhlasan.. tak kira la yang mengajar atau yang belajar..
Bila terkenangkan tentang pilih kasih I terfikir, I ni pilih kasih ke orangnya??..ooo tidak..
I seboleh-bolehnya akan mengelak dari berlaku tidak adil kepada my students..
I nak semua yang I ajar pada students tu berkat dan berguna untuk masa depan dan dapat dipanjangkan lagi pada masa akan datang..
Lanjutan dari tu I terfikir..kenapa orang bersikap pilih kasih sedangkan semua orang itu sama bagi yang sempurna, tiada cacat cela nya..cukip sifat dan fizikalnya..
Persoalan I:

Apa keseronokan yang diperolehi apabila kita bersikap pilih kasih?
Apa kebaikan yang kita dapat?
Adakah ada kepuasan apabila kita bersifat sifat pilih??

Entah lah.."lain padang lain belalang"..

my Saturday..

2007-03-10T23:28:00.000+08:00

Today I have no special plan. So, I decided to go to the bank and collect my dividen and just remember that I got lunch invitation at my ex-neighbour house.
We started from home after I finished my Zohor to the bank, there was so many people there..
My turn was number 2172 and at the moment I took the number, there were just turn 2141..so pitty. By the time waiting me n kids went to the restoran nearby and have a drinks.
Then we just go in the bank but the people still packed..I decided to have a seat first while waiting..
Luckily during waiting my turn there was one kakak gave me her number since she took the wrong number and my turn changed to 2163!!..Alhamdulillah
Yes..I got the money now..
Next destination was Ogy's house and we had our lunch at 4pm!!..

Playing time..
Udin n danial Danial n Nuyu Nuyu n TishaThe Chef The kids enjoy the day with friends of Ogy's family included her neice..

the girls..Nuyu, Shahirah, Shakirah n TishaFlower girlsAt 6pm we started to Macro to buy the fresh milk and continue to Carrefour due kids requested for California Rolls for dinner.. After all we went home with empty pocket again and tired..

my boy birthday's

2007-03-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

Muhamad Raizuddin bin Mohamad Raimi

8 March 2007~8 years old
Happy birthday Udin, happy birthday Udin..

Happy birthday..happy birthday..
Happy birthday Udin..

In the morning I help Udin to carried the goodies to his class..He was so excited and happy. I promise him to get a present but of course no toys since he is become 8 years old!!

After office I plan to take him out for dinner and watching movie.. And here what I got for our outting.

My new PC webcam-Rm88Finally, we end up the day very tired but feelings happy.

Birthday Boy n NuyuHaving meal at Mc Donald Birthday Cake

Lelaki dan SPA

2007-03-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

SPA, dewasa ini banyak SPA wujud bagai cendawan tumbuh.. dan I dapatkan petikan penerangan serta maklumat SPA:

"..sebut saja spa dan yang terlintas di minda adalah rasa diri dimanjakan dengan mandi lulur, urut dan facial. Siapa di antara kita yang tidak ingin dimanjakan setelah penat bertugas dan bagi ibu-ibu ya, selepas letih seharian mengendalikan rumah? Sebenarnya, spa ini bukan saja setakat lulur, urutan dan facial, malah ia dianggap sebagai salah satu cara untuk mengamalkan gaya hidup sihat. Perkataan atau istilah SPA in saudara, berasal daripada perkataan Latin yang berbunyi sal us per aquam yang bermakna ‘kesihatan melalui air'. Ia juga merupakan nama sebuah kampung di Belgium, yang mempunyai sebuah pancuran air galian panas. Mengikut sejarah, air it u digunakan oleh masyarakat Roman dan anggota tentera yang luka di medan perang. Air itu dikatakan dapat mengubati luka dan mengurangkan denyutan otot mereka yang kejang. Kalau di Amerika pula, orang aslinya juga dikatakan telah menggunakan air galian sebagai ubat untuk menyembuhkan pelbagai jenis penyakit. Malah, pada kurun ke-18, Amerika mula mengiktiraf kepentingan air galian sebagai sum ber kesihatan. Kira-kira seawal tahun 1790, sudah ada semacam rawatan spa disediakan di Saratoga Hot Springs di Amerika dan sekali gus ia merupakan spa komersial pertama di negara itu. Di Eropah pula, secara tradisi, spa digunakan sebagai tempat merawat pelbagai jenis penyakit dan mencegah pen yakit. "

mmm.. at this moment I tak pernah lagi menerima apa-apa rawaran di SPA kecuali kat butik Nona Roguy untuk rawatan urutan tradisional, maklum lah kite ni orang pompuan melahirkan anak dan mengandung.

Perkiraan I sekarang, my husband yang pergi ke SPA.. bila I diajukan soalan :Adakah salah my husband peri ke SPA??..
I am thinking to answer it.. Pada persepsi kesihatan ianya tidak salah selagi tidak melanggar apa-apa 'kehendak' yang bercanggah, tetapi.. I still cant answer it..
I bingung, nak kata salah nanti I dikatakan cemburu, tak kata salah pulak..yang ngurut tu amoi-amoi tak pun pakar urut Indonesia atau Thailand.. Last-last I jadi orang bingung.. ** ..yang funny nya, isteri tak de time ke SPA tunggang langgang dengan anak-anak semantara suami dikatakan sibuk bekerja mencari nafkah, then sang suami ada pulak masanya yer..

Bagi pembaca entry ni anda dialu-alukan menjawab persoalan itu.. yang pasti I bukan orang yang cemburu membabi buta, tapi frankly speaking I jadi geli kat my husband sebab I terbayang-bayang amoi ngan berlumurun minyak ngurut 'whole body' for 50 minutes with cost RM88 kat SPA Villa Autocity Penang.. # Nak tanya, apa perasaan orang lelaki bila diurut oleh orang perempuan?? sebab yang urut I selalunya pompuan.. tolong describe sikit yer..

Utk my husband and friends yang baca entry ni, ia tidak bermaksud memalukan kalian..tapi menerangkan kegelian I berfikir sejenak untuk pertanyaan salah atau tidak lelaki mengunjungi SPA..

hari ini..

2007-03-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

Finally last nite I dah siapkan goodies fr my boy birthday. So, esok I nak bwk kan ke sekolah untuk distribute kat classmate dia..
My boy will be 8 years old!!! Tak sangka dalam diam masa berlalu pantas sangat..rasa macam tak puas manjakan my boy tu lagi..
I siapkan 60 pack goodies which contains:

1 Mini Mamee
1 Layer cake
1 Loly pop
1 Jelly
1 Candy

He said his classmates was 47 students..anyway I akan bawakan 50 pack and the rest boleh bagi kat cikgu kelas dia nanti..Hari ni I jadi orang yang pelupa..its so funny sometimes to remember the situation.. Actually I tahu yang harini I ada kelas dengan students semester 4 for 2 slots. Pastu pepagi I sibuk-sibuk install the training material kat our department laptop.. I tak sedar langsung yang I sepatutnya attend the class..Yang students ni pulak satu, tak pulak diaorang panggil I..I pun teruskan kerja I sampai 10 pagi and masuk ke kelas..

At 10 I started teaching and did some training with the students.. I punya la syok ngajar kat kelas lajak sampai 12 noon..pastu one of my student told me..
"Puan, Pn.Haironi dah tunggu kami.." I memula buat tak tau je..pastu that student mentioned lagi..
"Puan, Pn.Haironi tunggu kami lat Lab sebelah"..pastu I tanya balik "Hari ni kan I 2 slots ngan u all kan.." and the same time baru le I realize yang I punya slot at 8.00-11.30am.. Ya Rabbi..macamana la I boleh lupa ssngt.. Yang I paling kesian kat my collougue tu..dia punya la setia tunggu kat Lab sebelah kelas yang I ngajo, tak pulak dia sound I..kesian..mintak mahap la.. I tengah naik syeh ngajo harini..ehehehehPetang tadi pulak I start work out to prepare final exam question for my students.. Nowdays, workload banyak tapi I buat man..man aje..
Lagi pulak I will be a trainer for Pertandingan Johan Kemahiran peringkat jabatan untuk IT..I dah dapat dah 2 orang students yang I akan train and the next move for me and them scheduled on mid April to Melaka.

Sekarang ni I happy buat kerja..I mean I am happy to concerntrate to my training with the students since I baru balik dari course yang I perlukan sesangat.. The course really meaningful to me and helps 100% in doing my job..
Pengajaran yang I dapat, pesanan untuk para penggubal syllabus coursees please note the training should be provide to the instructor before the training start..
By this we will have win-win situation di mana students and instructor will be satisfy dengan knowledge yang diberi dan diterima.. baru lah ada kualiti.

"Dreamer" - Ozzy Osborne

2007-03-06T13:59:00.000+08:00

Gazing through the window at the world outside
Wondering if mother earth will survive
Hoping that mankind will stop abusing her, sometime

After all there's just the two of us
And here we are still fighting for our lives
Watching all of history repeat itself, time after time

I'm just a dreamer, I dream my life away
I'm just a dreamer, who dreams of better days

I watch the sun go down like everyone of us
I'm hoping that the dawn will bring a sign
A better place for those who will come after us this time

I'm just a dreamer, I dream my life away, oh yeah
I'm just a dreamer, who dreams of better days

Your higher power may be **********
It doesn't really matter much to me
Without each other's help there ain't no hope for us
I'm living in a dream, a fantasy
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah

If only we could just find serenity
It would be nice if we could live as one
When will all this anger, hate and bigotry be gone?

I'm just a dreamer, I dream my life away, today
I'm just a dreamer, who dreams of better days, OK
I'm just a dreamer, who's searching for the way, today
I'm just a dreamer, dreaming my life away
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah

"The Reason"- Hoobastank

2007-03-06T13:45:00.000+08:00

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Clueless

2007-03-06T13:22:00.000+08:00

# I tak tau macamana nak express my feeling now, but the messeges would be like this..

Lain dulang lain kakinya
Lain orang lain hatinya

Lain hulu lain parang
Lain dulu lain sekarang

Dahulu parang sekarang besi
Dahulu sayang sekarang benci

Pinggan tak retak nasi tak dingin
Orang tak hendak kami tak ingin

Di sana padi di sini padi
Padi huma dari seberang
Di sana budi di sini budi
Barulah nama disebut orang

Alang-alang menjeruk asam
Biar lebih jangan kurang
Alang-alang menyeluk pekasam
Bia sampai ke pangkal lengan

Asal kapas menjadi benang
Dari benang mejadi kain
Barang lepas jangan dikenang
Sudah menjadi hak orang lain

Kajang tuan kajang berlipat
Kajang hamba mengkuang layu
Dagang tuan dagang bertempat
Dagang hamba terbuang lalu

Puas saya bertanam ubi
Nanas jugak dipandang orang
Puas saya menabur budi
Emas juga dipandang orang

Ikan berenang di dalam lubuk
Ikan belida dadanya panjang
Adat pinang pulang ke tampuk
Adat sirih pulang ke gagang

Rumah kecil tiang seribu
Rumah besar tiang sebatang
Kecik-kecil ditimang ibu
Sudah besar ditimang gelombang

Apa diharap padi sebendang
Entahkan jadi entahkan tidak
Apa diharap kasihnya orang
Entahkan sudi entahkan tidak

Anak buaya terenang-renang
Anak kunci dalam perahu
Hanya saya terkenang-kenang
Orang benci saya tak tahu

Berakit-rakit kehulu
berenang-renang ketepian
bersakit-sakit dahulu
bersenang-senang kemudian

Korek perigi di parit seberang,
Tepi parit tumbuh mengkudu,
Berselang dengan pohon puding,
Hidup subur kanan dan kiri;
Tuan pergi dagang seorang,
Tiada saudara tempat mengadu,
Tiada saudara tempat berunding,
Pandai-pandailah membawa diri.

Jatuh ketumbar menimpa dahan,
Kembang cempaka di tepi halaman,
Turun ke lembah mananam kandis,
Cuaca redup singgah di paya,
Jika sabar menerima dugaan,
Itulah tanda orang yang beriman,
Tidak mudah digoda iblis,
Akhirnya hidup ke puncak jaya.

plan hari ini

2007-03-04T12:54:00.000+08:00

hari ni kerja macam biasa
on the way to office i recall banyak benda I tak settel lagi.. so, I plan a few job I need to complete by this evening:

Withdrawl duit - nak bayo transit n tiusyen kids
Beli goodies item utk my birthday boy-Udin (8 March 07, he will be 8 years old!!)

hope this will done by this evening.. we'll see

** dizzy
thinking# am I right doing what I did??... "The situation is confused by the fact that so many statments are said" ---> cOnFuSeD!!

Tokio Monsoon

2007-03-03T21:01:00.001+08:00

layannnnnn...
first time dengar lagu ni kat blog Anor..best sesangattt.. here the band background info. Seems Tokio Hotel add another one fan from Malaysia..

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Tokio Hotel is a highly successful German pop band, formed in 2001 in Magdeburg, Germany.

Band history

Identical twin brothers, Bill Kaulitz (b. September 1, 1989) and Tom Kaulitz (born 10 minutes before his brother) performed in small shows and talent shows as children. They later met schoolmates, Gustav Schäfer and Georg Listing and their similar tastes in music led them to create a band called Devilish. They played small shows since 2001 and by 2003, were approached by a music executive, Peter Hoffman. They were signed to the Universal music label in Hamburg, Germany and changed their name to Tokio Hotel (Tokio for the city of Tokyo, and "Hotel" because they toured and slept in hotels a lot).

Through The Monsoon

I'm staring at a broken door,
There's nothing left here anymore.
My room is cold,
It's making me insane.

I've been waiting here so long,
But the moment seems to 've come,
I see the dark clouds coming up again.

CHORUS
Running through the monsoon,
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt (?)

Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I loose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new…

Through the monsoon.
Just me and you.

A half moon's fading from my sight,
I see your vision in its light.

But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now,

Can hear your name,
I don't know how.
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

CHORUS
Running through the monsoon,
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt (?)

Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I loose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new…
And nothing can hold me back from you.

Through the monsoon.
Hey! Hey!

BRIDGE
I'm fighting all this power,
Coming in my way
Let it sail me straight to you,
I'll be running night and day.

I'll be with you soon…
Just me and you.

We'll be there soon…
So soon.

CHORUS
Running through the monsoon,
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt (?)

Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I loose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new…
And nothing can hold me back from you.

Through the monsoon.
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you.
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you.

Durch Den Monsun

Das Fenster öffnet sich nicht mehr

Hier drin ist es voll von dir und leer

Und vor mir geht die letzte Kerze aus

Ich warte schon ne Ewigkeit

Endlich ist es jetzt soweit
Da draußen ziehn die schwarzen Wolken auf 
Ich muss durch den Monsun
Hinter die Welt, ans Ende der Zeit

Bis kein Regen mehr fällt
Gegen den Sturm, am Abgrund entlang
Und wenn ich nicht mehr kann, denk ich daran

Irgendwann laufen wir zusamm'
Durch den Monsun, dann wird alles gut

Ein halber Mond versinkt vor mir
War der eben noch bei dir?

Und hält er wirklich was er mir verspricht?
Ich weiß, dass ich dich finden kann
Hör deinen Namen im Orkan

Ich glaub, noch mehr dran glauben kann ich nicht
Ich muss durch den Monsun

Hinter die Welt, ans Ende der Zeit
Bis kein Regen mehr fällt

Gegen den Sturm, am Abgrund entlang
Und wenn ich nicht mehr kann, denk ich daran

Irgendwann laufen wir zusamm'
Weil uns einfach nichts mehr halten kann

Durch den Monsun 
Hey, hey!

Ich kämpf mich
Durch die Mächte hinter dieser Tür
Werde sie besiegen
Und dann führn sie mich zu dir

Dann wird alles gut
Dann wird alles gut

Wird alles gut
Alles gut

Ich muss durch den Monsun
Hinter die Welt, ans Ende der Zeit

Bis kein Regen mehr fällt
Gegen den Sturm, am Abgrund entlang

Und wenn ich nicht mehr kann denk ich daran
Irgendwann laufen wir zusamm'

Weil uns einfach nichts mehr halten kann
Durch den Monsun
Durch den Monsun

Dann wird alles gut
Durch den Monsun
Dann wird alles gut

Minggu yang panjang

2007-03-03T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hari ni baru I dapat peluang nak duduk depan pc n jot last activities. Actually I am a bit busy last week sebab attend course CCNA.

Last 2 weeks I ask my brother help for a few topics regarding networking since I had no idea to do it, so bila I dapat je simulator dari my brother.. my attention changed to do all the test and configuration of the router with my collogue Mr.Fahmi to show me the basic command.

Kebetulan at the same time my office mate will attending the CCNA course..at first my KB ada offer kat I nak tak pegi course CCNA tu..then I refused it since I had so "serabut" to arranged my students lesson.. Last..last minutes I change my mind to attend it but the placed was full..I am abit dissappointed at first..
Tapi I usaha juga to confirm with the course co-ordinator kalau-kalau ada lagi free space..I am very lucky that there was another one free space since one of the participant cant join the class.. Huh..Alhamdulillah...

Son, on Monday morning Mr.Yus from KTMSB fax to our institute the course invitation for me.. I pun request kat my KB to release me on that day since I am too interested to study regarding this course.. after a few discussion he agreed.. yip..yip..huuuurayyyyyyyy..

The course contents is superb..I suka sesangat course ni sebab its cover all the topic that I need to know.. start from Routing Protocols-->PPP semua disentuh..bestt ssggtttt.. Lagi pulak tu, the instructor was so experienced and knowledgeable-Mr.Ivan Foong..I tagged him 5stars!! TQ Ivan..

At the end of the course we was given a task to configure 6 routers which in a different classess..we have to do all the practical and configuration..we did it till 3pm..at least we complete it sucessfully..

Hari ni pulak I attend my B.Eng class..or it considered no class but a meeting with our dean Dr.Sharizal from IUCTT.. we discussed about final project idea. And I can feel I will be busy again and again..

What I can say, my week is so long...

*will write again..

Blues

2007-02-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

Today I felt like Sunday blues (consider even today is Tuesday) since we just arrived from our short break at about 12 midnight from Kluang..was really tiring me.. Anyway, life must go on..

My first plan for this short break was made a stop at mama home in Batu Kikir since the next step plan is having the kids school holiday in Kluang, but in the morning Pak Bob sent a messege sounds "Besok balik Johor la. Sy belanja duit tol. Ari sabtu sy keja. Nak duduk Batu Kikir nak buat apa.."mmmm so the plan was revised and we went home to Kluang..

Starting on Friday we went home at 3.30pm to Batu Kikir and arrived late. On the way back we caught by the speed trap due 'Mr.Tom' speeding and I warned him to pay the bill.. We made a stop at Tapah for lunch consider whatever because we didn't took any meal since morning..then continue travel and again another RnR at Sg.Buloh, bought Sate Kajang for mama..yeahhh I love sate very much indeed...
Finally we reached mama home around 10.30pm after a long day travelled..

The next morning, we went to wedding invitation near by..It was my first time attending wedding ceremoney in Negeri Sembilan.. I am happy to see their culture..but the pengantin didn't wear any Minangkabau costume. The most I like was the food because it hit my taste by all pedas² dish up..yummie.. Next hop was Kluang.. I was sleep all the way back coz my stomach really fulled..supported by the rainy day..and now I am suffering to see the number of my bathroom scale..I put on weight 2kg!!!..arrgghhh

I have to agree this situation because last time when we arrived Kluang, the first target was another one wedding invitation and the food sorry to say is too 'appetizing' me-Nasi Beryani.. I can't stop my body to turn off the no entry signal.

Most of the day we just stay at home and myself especially turn to hibernate.. I felt how nice to relax without thinking about work..peacefull..
My activities just went to the market, cook, eat and sleep..sometimes we need these sort of ativities to generate the energy and burn it during working time..(just to sedapkan hati ni..ye la-nak turuynkan lagi 2 kg at least makan masa 2 weeks..huh)

We went to visit kubur abah.. I feel near to him..but actually I felt he is near to me all the time-AL-FATIHAH On the way back we bought some souvenir from Kluang consider as a barang wajib beli..apa lagi kalo bukan pisang tanduk..I love it too because its very hard to find it in nothern area.. By this, every time we went back hometown, another coming week meal will be pisang goreng every day till it finished..hahahah
Another thing I would like to buy in Kluang is 'Telur Puyuh Padi' or known as 'Century Egg'..
I like it too but my late father always remind me not to have in frequently by its high cholesterol. This century egg coated with paddy chaff and the color was black..it taste a bit foul and unique..anyway I like it taste..
I bought a 'Beautiful Decoration Series' for Nuyu..ni bukan Beautiful yg corset tu tau..ni mainan ala-ala costume sinetron Indonesia Bidadari kat Channel 9-Astro Aruna tu..she was showed her interest to have it with inttention for me to present it to her and I did it.. This morning we woke up as usual but the motion was so slow and I am on the dot at the punch card!!.. Think the fat in my body is too heavy and I need to burn it by work faster.. In the office I downloaded the simulator gave by CuKim and I need his assistance to work with it..I am really wishing to work with this simulator because this is the one and only practical chance I had to distribute to my student.. (later then I will write my inner unsatisfaction by ...)

** I get to know by the HOD that I will join the TMD group this season.. its good opportunity but my main function and intention is my student..

Week 7, 2007

2007-02-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

A few snap shot on week 7, 2007

Kids School Sports Day at Mini Stadium
Udin
Nuyu
Kek Cempedak- Resepi modified from Kek Kukus Prun Leen

Kek Prune Kukus
Sumber : Leen Omar
Bahan
250gm butter
2 cawan tepung naik sendiri
1 cawan gula
¼ tin besar susu pekat manis – kalau guna tin kecil 1/3 pun cukup
20 biji prune – blend + sedikit air (≈ 100ml), setakat boleh kisar dah cukup
(I guna 20 biji cempedak yang dibuang kulit)
5 biji prune – hiris kasar
(pun guna cempedak)
5 biji telur
Cara Menyediakannya
Didihkan air dlm pengukus. (I did a steam bake)
Griskan loyang dengan butter & alaskan dengan kertas minyak. Ketepikan.
Putarkan butter, gula dan susu sehingga sebati. Masukkan telur satu per satu dan putar lagi. Masukkan prune yang telah di blend. Masukkan tepung sedikit demi sedikit dan putar sebati. Last sekali masukkan prune yg dihiris kasar & kacau dengan senduk dah memadai.
Tuang adunan ke dlm loyang dan kukus selama 1½ jam.
Kalau nak bagi cantik sikit, letakkan beberapa biji prune di atas adunan sebelum dikukus sebagai hiasan.
** Hasil nya memang best- tha cake was so moist and had an exotic taste

Nuyu refreshment time- study mama punya album dolu-dolu..

Adibah Noor - Terlalu Istimewa

2007-02-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

Ku tak tergambar wajahmu
Sinar mata itu
Lirik senyumanmu
Pesona yang membelai
Wajahmu bercahaya
Memberi bahagia
Tiap yang memandang
Hati jadi salju

(Korus)
Kau terlalu istimewa
Kasih dan sayangmu terpancar
Seikhlas tiada batasan
Terus membara
Terkilan rasa jiwa
Ingin ku lihat mu dewasa
Apa daya
Tuhan lebih menyayangimu

Ku pasti kau berbahagia
Duduk di sampingnya
Mendengar cerita
Sekadar rahsia

(Ulang korus)

Tak tertanggung rindu…
Mendengar suaramu…
Tawa mengusik jiwa…
Oh…

iNfO

2007-02-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

To be inform, the blog will be update later..I am too tired nowdays..

Wishing a very Thank you for those who willing leave a comments too.

Tschuess

Interview

2007-02-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

Experience; makna dalam bahasa melayu pengalaman.

Setiap orang tentu ada pengalaman yang berbeza, so antara my experience ketika I interview students during semester intake in our institute. Kes 1
I pernah interview seorang candidate yang mencurigakan tingkah laku dia.. Masa candidate ni masuk, macam biasa we all akan ambil data certificate confirmation. By the time to check all data we all akan suruh dia selesakan diri dan introduce theirselves in English.
Perwatakan candidate ni tidak kemas, baju kemeja yang dia pakai tak di seterika dan yang paling obvious dia pakai neck tie sekolah mana tah.. Lepas candidate tu try as hard to introduce himself, we started our conversation:

I: Sekarang ni u bekerja ke?

C: Kerja jadi tukang masak kat kedai makan (dia tinggal dan bekerja bersama abang dia kat kedai makan ala-ala tomyam seafood)

I: Oooo..bagus la tu. Seronok tak jadik tukang masak?

C: Ok la, tapi kadang-kadang tension..sebab tu saya cuba apply nak sambung belaja ni..

I: Tension? la..kenapa pulak, so kalau tension u buat apa?

C: ..(sambil malu-malu dia menjawab) Terpaksa jugak le kerja, sambil masak tu ketuk la kuali kuat-kuat sikit...

I: So, kalau saya pegi kedai makan n dengo tukang masak ketuk kuali kuat-kuat tu maknanya dia tengah tension la ye..(Apa lagi, we all pun gelak la..ada ke patut..

Dan candidate tu kelihatan semakin gelisah

I: Kenapa u nampak macam tak sihat je? (Actually we all noticed candidate ni macam tak selesa je dok ngadap kami, duduk kat kerusi pun makin lama makin mengelunsur, mata merah..dan paling obvious dia asyik pegang hidung dia-selsema)

C: Saya letih, malam tadi tak boleh tido..balik kerja dekat pukul 3pagi..

I: Ok, duduk eelok, I tengok u macam nak jatuh je..Tadi datang interview dengan siapa?

C: Datang sorang, naik motor.

Masa tu baru le my colleague cakap yang budak ni le bawak motor kat line tengah pagi tadi masa we all on the wey pegi kerja, sebab dia perasan baju budak tu..

I: Dulu u sekolah kat mana? Kenapa tie kamu tak sama dengan nama sekolah dalam sijil? ( soalan ni my colleague tanya sebab dia tengok neck tie sekolah yang budak ni pakai tak sama dengan sekolah dalam sijil dia)

C: Ni pinjam je cik..

Then we continued to ask few technical question and tamat kan sesi interview dengan budak tu. Bila budak tu keluar je, my colleague kata gaya budak tu macam 'mat pit'..

Actually I pon tak pernah tengok 'mat pit' dan masa tu baru I perasan.. perasaan kesian dan risau pun ada..kesian sebab, kalau betul dia seperti yang my colleague tanggap maka bahaya pada diri dia sendiri dan orang-orang sekitaran dengan dia..
..untuk diri dia, of course kesihatan dan masa depan dan untuk orang sekitaran, mana la tau dia nak lariskan masakan kat kedai dia pastu dia masuk kan 'benda' tu kat makanan..tak naya namanya ..mintak simpang la hendaknya..

Kes 2
Kali ni student lelaki gak..macam biasa masa candidate masuk we all scan appearence dia.. He's wearing collar t-shirt, khakis and sport shoe. Ni adalah candidate pertama yang I jumpa berpakaian macam ni. Tapi dalam hati I kata, tak apa lah kalau dia betu-betul tak bersedia sebab surat lambat sampai..

I: Apa persediaan yang u buat nak datang interview ni?

C: (sambil pandang kami dengan sinis) kenapa? dah tak dapat kan?

** Kalau u all ada kat tempat kami, apa yang u all jawab?? We all terkedu tak terkata..terperanjat dengan jawapan candidate tu..

Then we all tanya lagi, dia anak sulung ke? dia kata dia ada kakak abang dan paling we all tak boleh terima bila dia bagitau antara adik beradik dia ada yang jadik cikgu-of course parents dia tahu etika berpakaian masa temuduga..

Kami tamatkan interview tu lebih cepat sebab budak tu memang nampak tidak berminat..nak buat macamana kan..And I guess, meati paretns dia yang isikan form & hantar dia datang interview tu..

Finally, yang paling menyayat hati masa we all end up the conversation dan dia hampiri kami ambil clear holder dia, I sempat wish-'Semoga berjaya..' nak tau apa dia jawab??

'Ala..dah tak dapat kan..Cakap aje la tak dapat' sambil senyum yang I tak dapat nak tafsirkan..tapi yang pastinya dengan perasaan negatif.. ..dan I, kelu seribu bahasa..
Ni antara pengalaman yang "syahdu" I interview student..tapi bagi candidate yang bagus-bagus pun ramai.. ada tu we all suruh menyanyi sebab refer kat cert. dia menang pertandingan menyanyi kat sekolah, tak kurang ada yang we all suruh mengaji sebab dia certified tahfiz Al-Quraan dan memacam lagi gelagat remaja sekarang expose kan diri mereka masa interview.

I selalu pesan kat candidates and my students, ..masa interview ni kita umpama mempromosikan diri kita (menjual diri), so inilah masanya kita nyatakan kehebatan, kelebihan dan segala yang positif tentang diri kita-tapi kena la buat homework/preparation dulu, kalau tak nanti jadi macam tong kosong kay..

Akhirnya

2007-02-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

Akhirnya hari ni I berjaya siapkan my assignment yang dah dateline pada 4 Feb. 2006 lepas. I pun tak notice macamana I boleh silap baca sms yang I terima dari my coordinator. Bagai hilang nyawa dibuatnya bila I dapat tau..
Mulanya I started solved the assignment on Thursday, bila I dapat jawapan je I phoned one of my classmate to confirmed the answer sebab dgn cara ni je I dapat tau jawapan I tu betul ke salah..by comparing the answer either same or not-kalau jawapan nya sama maknanya betul le tu..pastu my friend said 'The assignment already submited last Sunday'.. langsung muka I pucat lesi and made another phone called to others friend to confirmed back..sah I yang silap..
So last nite I stayed up until 2am to find the solution and continued this evening to complete it..Alhamdulillah jam 7pm my assignment submited.. lega nya rasa..

Busy?

2007-02-06T23:13:00.000+08:00

My day started at 5.30am..
I bangun awal seperti yang I wish setiap hari. Last week was so bad for me because I woke up late every morning and have to rushed everyday confirmed the kids mealbox, timetable, kids transit luggage then sent off them to school and finally towards my office which 30km per way..
By this my heart beat will go fast, feel uncomfortable, drive car like Mrs.Schumacher and I really hate this feelings..

Anyway, I felt very happy because today is better than yesterday..yeahh

I am suprised that I could wake up early even have a bad nite yesterday. Actually last nite, I was studied and made a revision for Electromagnetic Theory. Then, I noticed every time I reached a saturated point to understand the module I will vomiting, shivering and sweating badly.
Is this normal? I had no idea with this symptoms..
Are this what we called tension or stress? ..hope so 'NO'
It happened to me since last December 2006..

Then I took my shower, waking up the kids, solat, prepare the kids mealbox, confirmed the kids timetable and sent off them to school.
Since we are early, I accompanied Nuyu to her classroom.. She was very happy to be in the school today..
I sempat pesan kat Nuyu to wake up early everyday and she will feel HAPPY as what she felt this morning, but Nuyu had 1 bad habit which is crying during wake up if she had not enough sleep..
I memang tak boleh tahan kalau dia menangis pepagi.. I really had to control my anger and cater her wisely..
If not memang sah I akan perang dengan dia pepagi buta..
Masa Nuyu kecik-kecik I selalu pujuk dia jangan menangis bila bangun tido, and she will listened to me, but nowdays bila I pesan jangan menangis pagi she will replied - 'Adik nak nangis jugak'..

I ni pulak kalau perang dengan my kids pagi-pagi akan influence my mood in the office..
I am willing to go out at lunch time, drive 30km to see my kids..because I felt guilty and miss them very much, bring them out for lunch and return to the office back for 30km again - that shows how great and unique are the relationship between mother and children.

Next destination is to the office..
I had class to attend this morning at 8.oo to 9.30 for Semester 3 with module Point-to-Point Protocol.
Based from my schedule, the next class should be set at 2.00pm but I made exchange forward at 10am-1pm.
By this, I felt my day was so long but I am satisfied to completed it because I had enough time in the class and the students feedback was so good.

At noon I started to prepare Routing Protocol module peacefuly by skip the sports meeting because I am in the mood of learning and preparing tomorrow lesson.
I had to agree that I will act extream while doing my job if I am in a mood..
Even this evening I didn't realise the time passed by and the result, I fetch the kids late.. pitty them.

8.30pm-Aerobics Class
Today we had full step aerobics and I love it very much..
At first I plan to skip the class because I felt too tired but I force myself to come over..if not the aerobics class will be a history..
I motivated myself by thinking, that its not fair to leave the class because my body need the excercise as long I started my 'brain excercise' early 8.00am today.
Finally, I completed my day with full activities and extra to do.

So I hope too, tomorrow will be better than today..AMIN

And today make me thinking,
'Am I busy?'
Or
'Am I am busy?'..